03-14-2017, 04:24 AM
It's starting to get interesting. The celebrity effect is working well now, better than the previous version for me. More stares and looking better in the mirror.
Was sat on a bus yesterday with my girlfriend on the seat next to me, and a girl was stood near me wearing just tights and a jumper which didn't cover her pussy. I was watching her pussy the whole time and feeling the aura energy come off of me. I think she was watching me stare at her pussy in the reflecting on the window. I thought I began to get a smell of her pussy but it may have been imagination / wishful thinking. She shifted her foot into an awkward position but so that it ended up with her toes pressing against mine, and we started wiggling our toes against each others. How awkward the foot positioning was and her responding to my toes makes me certain it was intentional.
Had a weird dream in which two girls I went to school with were sat in a bathroom with me. I needed to take a shit and one of the girls left and the other one just stayed. I got the impulse to say to the one that stayed "Why don't you come here and suck my dick?" and when I said it she said no and blushed but I think it was just token resistance and she wanted to really but needed me to press the issue further so that she could not seem like a slut. Might have been the sub teaching me that girl's want sex but need you to make it possible for them. Then I remembered my girlfriend and thought to myself I wouldn't let her blow me, then I woke up.
The sub is making me happier in general, I'm feeling more euphoric about life. What felt like nothing beforehand might have been the healing that was being masked, but now at Day 11 I think I'm starting to execute the script better.
Was sat on a bus yesterday with my girlfriend on the seat next to me, and a girl was stood near me wearing just tights and a jumper which didn't cover her pussy. I was watching her pussy the whole time and feeling the aura energy come off of me. I think she was watching me stare at her pussy in the reflecting on the window. I thought I began to get a smell of her pussy but it may have been imagination / wishful thinking. She shifted her foot into an awkward position but so that it ended up with her toes pressing against mine, and we started wiggling our toes against each others. How awkward the foot positioning was and her responding to my toes makes me certain it was intentional.
Had a weird dream in which two girls I went to school with were sat in a bathroom with me. I needed to take a shit and one of the girls left and the other one just stayed. I got the impulse to say to the one that stayed "Why don't you come here and suck my dick?" and when I said it she said no and blushed but I think it was just token resistance and she wanted to really but needed me to press the issue further so that she could not seem like a slut. Might have been the sub teaching me that girl's want sex but need you to make it possible for them. Then I remembered my girlfriend and thought to myself I wouldn't let her blow me, then I woke up.
The sub is making me happier in general, I'm feeling more euphoric about life. What felt like nothing beforehand might have been the healing that was being masked, but now at Day 11 I think I'm starting to execute the script better.
