03-05-2017, 06:16 PM
Okay, well I'm definitely noticeably better now. I may start the loops tomorrow. Tomorrow or tuesday.
Since being off of DMSI for almost a week, I feel my creativity coming back which is nice. I also emotionally feel better than I have in a while.
The other day I thought to myself what would be the most personally pleasing result for me from DMSI. Of course, everyone, including myself wants the sex, but I thought about what would really be satisfying on a deep level for me. And it'd be so great to have girls in person that ignored me or didn't want to go out with me to apologize, tell me how wrong and stupid they were for what they did and then beg for forgiveness and sex. If that happened, in that order, I'd be satisfied beyond fucking belief!
Anyway, I'm just sooo glad that I'm feeling much better. The sickness seems mostly through and emotionally I'm feeling alright as well, that's great. I'd like to keep it that way when I start 3.1 as well.
Since being off of DMSI for almost a week, I feel my creativity coming back which is nice. I also emotionally feel better than I have in a while.
The other day I thought to myself what would be the most personally pleasing result for me from DMSI. Of course, everyone, including myself wants the sex, but I thought about what would really be satisfying on a deep level for me. And it'd be so great to have girls in person that ignored me or didn't want to go out with me to apologize, tell me how wrong and stupid they were for what they did and then beg for forgiveness and sex. If that happened, in that order, I'd be satisfied beyond fucking belief!
Anyway, I'm just sooo glad that I'm feeling much better. The sickness seems mostly through and emotionally I'm feeling alright as well, that's great. I'd like to keep it that way when I start 3.1 as well.
