Reflected some about the differences between before, during my depression and current state in regards of social ability:
I enjoy being in social situations, talking to different kind of people and just being social, including those that may be quiet, joking around and making other people have a good time. I'm generally friendly to almost all people.
But that changed during the depression. I couldn't be that guy for a while, i just didn't had the energy inside me that I needed to get going, it was like a circuit had been short circuited. Much things sucked during the depression but this was a huge deal for me.
Don't know what i want to say with this, more than just get it off my chest, haven't talked about anyone about it.
So that is a major thing that I'm looking forward getting back to.
I enjoy being in social situations, talking to different kind of people and just being social, including those that may be quiet, joking around and making other people have a good time. I'm generally friendly to almost all people.
But that changed during the depression. I couldn't be that guy for a while, i just didn't had the energy inside me that I needed to get going, it was like a circuit had been short circuited. Much things sucked during the depression but this was a huge deal for me.
Don't know what i want to say with this, more than just get it off my chest, haven't talked about anyone about it.
So that is a major thing that I'm looking forward getting back to.