The thing is I've done 6 months of E1, 7.5 months of E2, and I am just passing into 3 months of DMSI. I think it is much more capable than E2 because I feel it hitting deeper things. I did all those healing subs just to be sure that when I did something like SM (or DMSI since that was being developed) that it'd work for me. Handling my sex life and relations with girls was my reason for coming here.
As far as being patient for the next version, the longer Shannon works on it, the better it'll be! I want the upgrade and potential turbulence I deal with to be so worth it that I don't care! Plus I'm waiting to read that update of Shannon adding in physical changes as a primary goal
I've questioned whether or not I felt "euphoria" while on this. Shannon said it could just be a pleasant sensation. I have felt ups and downs on the sub. But the ups I felt have been better than anything I've ever felt during E2, but it's still not as good as I felt pre-subs or when I'm off subs. My idea of euphoria would be feeling joy and eagerness towards the day. That's how I felt before subs most of the time.
As far as being patient for the next version, the longer Shannon works on it, the better it'll be! I want the upgrade and potential turbulence I deal with to be so worth it that I don't care! Plus I'm waiting to read that update of Shannon adding in physical changes as a primary goal
I've questioned whether or not I felt "euphoria" while on this. Shannon said it could just be a pleasant sensation. I have felt ups and downs on the sub. But the ups I felt have been better than anything I've ever felt during E2, but it's still not as good as I felt pre-subs or when I'm off subs. My idea of euphoria would be feeling joy and eagerness towards the day. That's how I felt before subs most of the time.
