02-15-2017, 08:55 PM
I wore 4 drops of Wolf today. Applied at like 10:30am.
Yes, there is something I have to mention that happened today. I didn't notice much from the mones at all all day. If anything, I felt more spaced out today. I ended up having to work on something that I can't get out of. I had to work with some others. I had anxiety leading up to going there to work with others. I'm so use to being outside of a "click" within my own major so I was expecting to just be there alone or try and speak a few lines to whoever happens to be nearby so I don't look like a loner. I get there and just play on my phone for 30 min. until we're told what we have to do.
I met one new girl and we started talking since we had to do the same thing. Later, we all had to watch a presentation and I just naturally followed her in and sat next to her. Only after I sat down did I wonder if she was uncomfortable with me sitting next to her. 3 more girls came in and sat next to us (on my side) and greeted us and were friendly. A minute or so we were all asked to move down instead of sit in the middle, I got up and just assumed we were moving closer to the end and I ended up sitting next to one of the girls that came in. The first girl I was sitting next to just sat at the opposite end. I assumed that she just didn't want to sit next to me in the moment. The girls talked to me for a bit before the presentation started. Then during the break, I went to the bathroom, came back to my seat while most others were still in the lobby and talking to each other. One of the girls comes back and is all like "hey again" and we talk for a bit, then the rest of the girls come and join in. Then the presentation continued.
I was very surprised for the next 2 minutes thinking to myself "What just happened?" I can't recall interacting/meeting new people while feeling the way I felt then and having them respond well. That's what got me. I couldn't explain it. I was so negative internally that just before that girl came during the break I was on my phone looking up if other people experience the same kind of social anxiety I was feeling (which apparently, some have it much worse). Thise was about 9 or 10 hours after my mone app. I'm unsure if mones had a play, if DMSI had done enough healing and I got a lucky role on the die of life in my favor (which doesn't really happen), or what. Internally, I was just shit, but the girls were all friendly and all said they were glad to meet me and we even talked very briefly after the presentation (I had to get going as it was late).
So either "interaction" + "wolf" = today's results or "DMSI's clearing" + "fair dice role of life" = today's results. My previous days on Wolf, I didn't interact with new people for any decent amount of time. Maybe 3 drops of Wolf is still my sweet spot and I need to take action and Wolf overshadows my internal state? Idk, it's just that usually there are clicks and they don't just "break" their clicks or just pick someone to "add" to their click, on top of that my state was off, really off. That is why this is noteworthy to me. Were they "attracted"? Idk and right now idc. You know a girl likes you when she has your dick in her mouth or is riding you.
I just had flashbacks of when I was in middle school and felt similar to the way I do now. Back then, girls were attracted, all of the hottest girls were, but I was too shy to do anything.
Gonna do 3 drops of Wolf tomorrow, no more no less
Thoughts
If anyone has some idea on what went on, I'd be interested in hearing it. So far, I'm just gonna think it's the mones helping but they've never helped me out this much before without a decent amount of action.
This was interesting.
For 3.1, I hope physical changes are added and that all anti-resistance tech is added to it and buffed up. Most of all I'd like 3.1 to be the version that just straight up, no questions asked, works for me.
Yes, there is something I have to mention that happened today. I didn't notice much from the mones at all all day. If anything, I felt more spaced out today. I ended up having to work on something that I can't get out of. I had to work with some others. I had anxiety leading up to going there to work with others. I'm so use to being outside of a "click" within my own major so I was expecting to just be there alone or try and speak a few lines to whoever happens to be nearby so I don't look like a loner. I get there and just play on my phone for 30 min. until we're told what we have to do.
I met one new girl and we started talking since we had to do the same thing. Later, we all had to watch a presentation and I just naturally followed her in and sat next to her. Only after I sat down did I wonder if she was uncomfortable with me sitting next to her. 3 more girls came in and sat next to us (on my side) and greeted us and were friendly. A minute or so we were all asked to move down instead of sit in the middle, I got up and just assumed we were moving closer to the end and I ended up sitting next to one of the girls that came in. The first girl I was sitting next to just sat at the opposite end. I assumed that she just didn't want to sit next to me in the moment. The girls talked to me for a bit before the presentation started. Then during the break, I went to the bathroom, came back to my seat while most others were still in the lobby and talking to each other. One of the girls comes back and is all like "hey again" and we talk for a bit, then the rest of the girls come and join in. Then the presentation continued.
I was very surprised for the next 2 minutes thinking to myself "What just happened?" I can't recall interacting/meeting new people while feeling the way I felt then and having them respond well. That's what got me. I couldn't explain it. I was so negative internally that just before that girl came during the break I was on my phone looking up if other people experience the same kind of social anxiety I was feeling (which apparently, some have it much worse). Thise was about 9 or 10 hours after my mone app. I'm unsure if mones had a play, if DMSI had done enough healing and I got a lucky role on the die of life in my favor (which doesn't really happen), or what. Internally, I was just shit, but the girls were all friendly and all said they were glad to meet me and we even talked very briefly after the presentation (I had to get going as it was late).
So either "interaction" + "wolf" = today's results or "DMSI's clearing" + "fair dice role of life" = today's results. My previous days on Wolf, I didn't interact with new people for any decent amount of time. Maybe 3 drops of Wolf is still my sweet spot and I need to take action and Wolf overshadows my internal state? Idk, it's just that usually there are clicks and they don't just "break" their clicks or just pick someone to "add" to their click, on top of that my state was off, really off. That is why this is noteworthy to me. Were they "attracted"? Idk and right now idc. You know a girl likes you when she has your dick in her mouth or is riding you.
I just had flashbacks of when I was in middle school and felt similar to the way I do now. Back then, girls were attracted, all of the hottest girls were, but I was too shy to do anything.
Gonna do 3 drops of Wolf tomorrow, no more no less
Thoughts
If anyone has some idea on what went on, I'd be interested in hearing it. So far, I'm just gonna think it's the mones helping but they've never helped me out this much before without a decent amount of action.
This was interesting.
For 3.1, I hope physical changes are added and that all anti-resistance tech is added to it and buffed up. Most of all I'd like 3.1 to be the version that just straight up, no questions asked, works for me.
