11-29-2011, 09:57 AM
It seems that I've been attracting girls, who has been beaten by guys before and think that they deserve little. When I asked them why they accepted my invitation they told me that I was different. Not a guy who is insert ["badboy" types]. I think I have a image of a kind, strong and protective guy.
I love women and I see their beauty but I don't think I can be in a relationship with a girl whom thinks mainly negatively about herself...
Different things have been happening for me the last days. I went out with a girl yesterday, whom I met in a bar Saturday. Took her to the mall and did a un-normal thing with her, which she was nervous about but followed. She told me afterwards, "ohh well.. that's.. something I've never tried before"
. Cute girl, but nothing there.
Remember the gorgeous girl from class, who I asked out after our long walk, from school to near our homes, that I invited out twice and she diverted the invitation?
Well.. today I went to a private session in martial arts and right after that I went to school without changing or taking a bath - didn't have time to and didn't care what others would think.
The thing is that I didn't care BUT I am still sincere.. it's a contradiction really. By being that, people wanted to talk to me and get my attention. I teased the girl like a little kid teasing a little girl, and we laughed and made those "connecting" glances and looks at each other.. you know, just having fun...
It was very dynamic and totally effortless - it felt like that.
When we were about to separate, I told her to come with me to the supermarket and she did. She asked what we were going to do and I said, "you'll see". Had some fun light teasing there too.. taking nothing seriously. I picked up one thing to buy and as we were close to the counter she takes my arm and put it up in the air with the item I was going to buy and says out loud something like, "ooh, remember to pay for it / are you going to pay for it?". Crazy girl but I loved it hah
.
We got outside and were going to separate for real. We went in for a hug but it felt like she was ready or she was expecting to kiss right there. At least that's what it seemed and that's what my gut told me right after we leaned into each others arms and our faces passed.
Tonight I am going to start stage 5 and tomorrow afternoon I will be in London.
This is gonna be fun
............
I love women and I see their beauty but I don't think I can be in a relationship with a girl whom thinks mainly negatively about herself...
Different things have been happening for me the last days. I went out with a girl yesterday, whom I met in a bar Saturday. Took her to the mall and did a un-normal thing with her, which she was nervous about but followed. She told me afterwards, "ohh well.. that's.. something I've never tried before"
. Cute girl, but nothing there.Remember the gorgeous girl from class, who I asked out after our long walk, from school to near our homes, that I invited out twice and she diverted the invitation?
Well.. today I went to a private session in martial arts and right after that I went to school without changing or taking a bath - didn't have time to and didn't care what others would think.
The thing is that I didn't care BUT I am still sincere.. it's a contradiction really. By being that, people wanted to talk to me and get my attention. I teased the girl like a little kid teasing a little girl, and we laughed and made those "connecting" glances and looks at each other.. you know, just having fun...
It was very dynamic and totally effortless - it felt like that.
When we were about to separate, I told her to come with me to the supermarket and she did. She asked what we were going to do and I said, "you'll see". Had some fun light teasing there too.. taking nothing seriously. I picked up one thing to buy and as we were close to the counter she takes my arm and put it up in the air with the item I was going to buy and says out loud something like, "ooh, remember to pay for it / are you going to pay for it?". Crazy girl but I loved it hah
.We got outside and were going to separate for real. We went in for a hug but it felt like she was ready or she was expecting to kiss right there. At least that's what it seemed and that's what my gut told me right after we leaned into each others arms and our faces passed.
Tonight I am going to start stage 5 and tomorrow afternoon I will be in London.
This is gonna be fun
............
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
