06-04-2010, 12:19 PM
Yeah, I've been really itching to get out of the house. Today though, I continue to take note of how clear and empty my mind is. At first, I thought it was bad because I almost felt heartless but what I've come to realize that my mind is at a state of peace because there aren't any negative thoughts intruding.
This "peace of mind" was obvious while I was working out (I was still listening to the sub). I noticed my workout was on point, I did what I wanted to do and got it done. While in there though, I did catch a women looking at me but she turned her head as I looked. Later on, I went into Publix for some food and did notice some looks from women but none were what I would call "attractive". Hopefully, this improves.
Also Ryan, did you ever recall repeatedly telling yourself you were sexy? I notice for the past few days I keep repeating that in my head, although I'm not exactly complaining!
This "peace of mind" was obvious while I was working out (I was still listening to the sub). I noticed my workout was on point, I did what I wanted to do and got it done. While in there though, I did catch a women looking at me but she turned her head as I looked. Later on, I went into Publix for some food and did notice some looks from women but none were what I would call "attractive". Hopefully, this improves.
Also Ryan, did you ever recall repeatedly telling yourself you were sexy? I notice for the past few days I keep repeating that in my head, although I'm not exactly complaining!