02-10-2017, 01:09 AM
Still very tired every day after work, just coming home chilling in bed with series and youtube and randomly falling asleep early in the evening.
Otherwise I feel pretty stable, worries get less and less and I have the feeling I am more relaxed about problems and women in general. Just had a realisation that i take far to less action and just dream about how i could be in the future and procrastinate instead.
I watch alot of stuff on youtube and read books but dont really impelement the stuff in my daily ife and make a habit out of it.
IT HAS TO CHNAGE NOW!
Just get out of my comfort zone and try new things, even if it feels overhelming and strange in the beginning. I have nothing to loose, nobody else will care about my actions and life and I myself cant get to a worse place... So everything to win.
Its just so damn hard to break this years old habits...
Otherwise I feel pretty stable, worries get less and less and I have the feeling I am more relaxed about problems and women in general. Just had a realisation that i take far to less action and just dream about how i could be in the future and procrastinate instead.
I watch alot of stuff on youtube and read books but dont really impelement the stuff in my daily ife and make a habit out of it.
IT HAS TO CHNAGE NOW!
Just get out of my comfort zone and try new things, even if it feels overhelming and strange in the beginning. I have nothing to loose, nobody else will care about my actions and life and I myself cant get to a worse place... So everything to win.
Its just so damn hard to break this years old habits...