02-07-2017, 11:16 AM
Yeah, honestly, if you're not like a mega-PUA guy, and can dispel your notions of women and how to value/treat them, this stuff is 100% amazing. Even if I don't get instant results from it, I just feel so much more emotionally healthy in how I go about approaching women/valuing them.
My only problem is I have not been able to cry whatsoever. I've come really, really close several times, felt such a heavy, overwhelming, profound sadness--even felt my eyes begin to water, but my brain always distracts itself and starts to subconsciously steer away from whatever is bringing out the sadness as soon as I get too close to letting myself go. I can't for the life of me figure out what is holding me back, what my brain is trying to get me to release through tears, but I am hoping that once I am able to let loose, I will feel a thousand times better.
Also, is there such a thing as watching too much in a day? My first two days or so I only ran 20-30 minutes, but the last 2 or 3 days since then I've probably been watching closer to 2-3 hours. I watch in about 45-60 minute spurts and have just had so much free time on my hands that I've been sitting down and watching videos several times a day.
My only problem is I have not been able to cry whatsoever. I've come really, really close several times, felt such a heavy, overwhelming, profound sadness--even felt my eyes begin to water, but my brain always distracts itself and starts to subconsciously steer away from whatever is bringing out the sadness as soon as I get too close to letting myself go. I can't for the life of me figure out what is holding me back, what my brain is trying to get me to release through tears, but I am hoping that once I am able to let loose, I will feel a thousand times better.
Also, is there such a thing as watching too much in a day? My first two days or so I only ran 20-30 minutes, but the last 2 or 3 days since then I've probably been watching closer to 2-3 hours. I watch in about 45-60 minute spurts and have just had so much free time on my hands that I've been sitting down and watching videos several times a day.
Like snowfall, you cry a silent storm
Your tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .
-- Agalloch, The Mantle
Your tears paint rivers on this oaken wall. . .
-- Agalloch, The Mantle