11-21-2011, 02:56 AM
Tonight is my last night of stage 1
things are pretty crazy. New realizations, growth, pushing out of the comfort zone
is def. happen. Lot of days which seem to bring my deepest issues with woman come out with intensity and then those issues seem gone for good.
I've been and off a porn craze 2 days like crazy-5 days off, 4 days like crazy-4 days off etc-and I can definitively say for myself
that while on one hand- I'm sure porn is no big deal, unless your an addict,-my level of success with woman and my own motivation and happiness in life is at least 3x more powerful and better when I've gone a 2 day without it-the first day is always a kind of re calibration day. Apparently it has some serious non-beneficial/negative qualities on your brain and your energy levels...all ethics and 'natural character' vs. 'social character' conditioning discussions aside-the shizz just straight up not worth it. As of now I'm committing to zero porn for the rest of the next month and then only if I'm watching it with a girl
I'm also willing to bet that if any male on this forum who may 'indulge' were to 'abstain' for a week many subtle issues with woman and angst's concerning woman would simply vanish and be replaced by something very powerful.
I will say before sex magnet I had been off the lust juice for a while lol (I was really into natural grounding and avoided porn like the plague ) and when I did go on it even for a bit-it wrecked me-like send me into a spiraling depression-on SM it has become 'no big deal' but still a preference I'd rather not dabble with anymore-its like eating the diet of a professional athlete+non harmful steroids vs. eating twinkies all day long.
things are pretty crazy. New realizations, growth, pushing out of the comfort zone
is def. happen. Lot of days which seem to bring my deepest issues with woman come out with intensity and then those issues seem gone for good.
I've been and off a porn craze 2 days like crazy-5 days off, 4 days like crazy-4 days off etc-and I can definitively say for myself
that while on one hand- I'm sure porn is no big deal, unless your an addict,-my level of success with woman and my own motivation and happiness in life is at least 3x more powerful and better when I've gone a 2 day without it-the first day is always a kind of re calibration day. Apparently it has some serious non-beneficial/negative qualities on your brain and your energy levels...all ethics and 'natural character' vs. 'social character' conditioning discussions aside-the shizz just straight up not worth it. As of now I'm committing to zero porn for the rest of the next month and then only if I'm watching it with a girl
I'm also willing to bet that if any male on this forum who may 'indulge' were to 'abstain' for a week many subtle issues with woman and angst's concerning woman would simply vanish and be replaced by something very powerful. I will say before sex magnet I had been off the lust juice for a while lol (I was really into natural grounding and avoided porn like the plague ) and when I did go on it even for a bit-it wrecked me-like send me into a spiraling depression-on SM it has become 'no big deal' but still a preference I'd rather not dabble with anymore-its like eating the diet of a professional athlete+non harmful steroids vs. eating twinkies all day long.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
