02-02-2017, 07:52 AM
I'm feelin a bit pissed. I texted the girl I mentioned earlier in this journal last week asking about her schedule for this week, she said she wasn't sure yet. That's totally fine. I texted a couple days ago, she didn't read it and apparently read it yesterday but no response. I'm angry about this and I needed to vent here and I'm about to meditate to calm my ass down.
Why am I where I am right now? I really was hyped for things being different in 2017 and already it's just the same old shit. Give me a fucking break. I need a good month long vacation. Not to go anywhere in particular, but a vacation from my life. I need a vacation where I can just do whatever and not be reminded of my issues with girls. I just want a fucking break. But that's not even possible. Wherever I go, there I am, problems and all.
Why am I where I am right now? I really was hyped for things being different in 2017 and already it's just the same old shit. Give me a fucking break. I need a good month long vacation. Not to go anywhere in particular, but a vacation from my life. I need a vacation where I can just do whatever and not be reminded of my issues with girls. I just want a fucking break. But that's not even possible. Wherever I go, there I am, problems and all.
