11-16-2011, 06:09 PM
Stage 4 - Day 21,
Life is real good. I've gotten from a place of thinking that I was ok or fine to being aware of that I've missed out the recent week.
I'm much less home, I'm going out to cafés to do my homework and I am also going to the movies more and to bars in the weekends.. much more dynamic and interactive with people, which means the social part is going upwards.
Very careless both for women because I make my own happiness but also just general.. I'll hum happily or sometimes sing and am just happy.. laughing out for myself when I feel like it or if it's a movie, I'll laugh unhinged like I was the only one in the room. Some cute women will also laugh out loud and I'll look at her and she'll look at me.. too bad she's with a dude. Girls want me to catch them looking and quickly look away - kinda contradicts with when I began stage 4 where girls would stare at me lol. BUT the latter is more dynamic and easier to do something about.
Women gives me these cute or frowning smiles, when I notice them and smile and when I talk to them they immediately sense that I am an insider, even though I first started out not knowing what that meant but when I get told things only insiders know and also by spending time around women, I'm much more aware of how the female is, which means I can choose to decide wiser choices to communicate with them on the same language
Heading out with ma buddies to the town this week and I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT KIND OF CRAZY SHIT IS GONNA HAPPEN!!
Life is goooooood!
Life is real good. I've gotten from a place of thinking that I was ok or fine to being aware of that I've missed out the recent week.
I'm much less home, I'm going out to cafés to do my homework and I am also going to the movies more and to bars in the weekends.. much more dynamic and interactive with people, which means the social part is going upwards.
Very careless both for women because I make my own happiness but also just general.. I'll hum happily or sometimes sing and am just happy.. laughing out for myself when I feel like it or if it's a movie, I'll laugh unhinged like I was the only one in the room. Some cute women will also laugh out loud and I'll look at her and she'll look at me.. too bad she's with a dude. Girls want me to catch them looking and quickly look away - kinda contradicts with when I began stage 4 where girls would stare at me lol. BUT the latter is more dynamic and easier to do something about.
Women gives me these cute or frowning smiles, when I notice them and smile and when I talk to them they immediately sense that I am an insider, even though I first started out not knowing what that meant but when I get told things only insiders know and also by spending time around women, I'm much more aware of how the female is, which means I can choose to decide wiser choices to communicate with them on the same language
Heading out with ma buddies to the town this week and I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE WHAT KIND OF CRAZY SHIT IS GONNA HAPPEN!!
Life is goooooood!
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
