01-18-2017, 05:14 AM
AM Stage 1 - Day 4
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Really exhausted and tired again, fall asleep again and woke up late.
Have a inner confidence and beleive that everything is fine but still feel bad because i dont follow my dreams and find excuses to not go to social meetings or train.
Its like a big downward spiral which drags me deeper an deeper while a try to catch a breath and see light again. i know i have to change my thoughts and emotions to attract betetr things into my life, ist just so damn hard if your life falls to pieces and you literally hate everything about it.
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Really exhausted and tired again, fall asleep again and woke up late.
Have a inner confidence and beleive that everything is fine but still feel bad because i dont follow my dreams and find excuses to not go to social meetings or train.
Its like a big downward spiral which drags me deeper an deeper while a try to catch a breath and see light again. i know i have to change my thoughts and emotions to attract betetr things into my life, ist just so damn hard if your life falls to pieces and you literally hate everything about it.
