01-10-2017, 05:49 PM
Well I realized something today. When I went to a short meeting with a group of people in my major, I felt the same anxiety I've felt for the past couple years. I now understand that regardless of how much I am "over" anxiety in any other circumstance, that whatever triggers it in this specific circumstance needs to be dealt with. It's conditional anxiety. I said hey to a guy I knew while he was in a group and he said just said a quick hi and kept talking to the group. I felt like I was being shunned from the group. I felt myself sweating but then again it was warm in there and I was wearing a jacket until I took it off. I went to the bathroom, my face wasn't as sweaty as I thought, but I toweled off what was there. I felt like I didn't belong. Some people there that didn't know me were definitely neutral-positive towards for me like one girl just smiled at me as she came in, and another quickly turned around to reach back and the hold the door for me when I was coming out a second or so after her, I wouldn't have been offended at all if she didn't. Despite this, I still felt that I was shunned by most others at the meeting...I know this is something I need to deal with.
I intend on breaking my state anytime I feel anxiety or I get in those situations. I will breathe slowly, think of something positive, and if I feel I should go to the bathroom for a minute. Whatever triggered this originally, it has led to this being some kind of learned behavior/state, so if I keep breaking it, the behavior/response will break. The sub should be able to handle it from there.
These are the things that stand against DMSI:
-My current body
-Conditional Anxiety
If those two things were taken care of, I doubt I'd have any resistance to DMSI. I should be able to start gyming soon. I'm expecting more free time. And I will be able to buy a Phallosan Forte soon. And as long as I break my state whenever I feel anxious, it should give the sub room to fully integrate. As of right now, I feel that this level of subliminal is a great tool, but not a guaranteed solution. I think that by 6G for sure subs will literally be guaranteed solutions that only take time.
I intend on breaking my state anytime I feel anxiety or I get in those situations. I will breathe slowly, think of something positive, and if I feel I should go to the bathroom for a minute. Whatever triggered this originally, it has led to this being some kind of learned behavior/state, so if I keep breaking it, the behavior/response will break. The sub should be able to handle it from there.
These are the things that stand against DMSI:
-My current body
-Conditional Anxiety
If those two things were taken care of, I doubt I'd have any resistance to DMSI. I should be able to start gyming soon. I'm expecting more free time. And I will be able to buy a Phallosan Forte soon. And as long as I break my state whenever I feel anxious, it should give the sub room to fully integrate. As of right now, I feel that this level of subliminal is a great tool, but not a guaranteed solution. I think that by 6G for sure subs will literally be guaranteed solutions that only take time.
