11-03-2011, 07:33 PM
I've been feeling this very small shifts in my fundamental self. This shifts consist of many minor but very significant things and their all folded together and seem to be very present in my awareness lately, not quite unfolding in whatever effects they are going to have. Almost like the sense that 'ok this is gonna be very different from now on' but I have not yet seen how.
I'm having a conflict between trying to be proactive about meeting women and also feeling very carefree and just like I want to forget it and whatever happens-happens. I have been SUPER horny lately and the dichatomy between woman in my life/no woman in my life seems to be dissolving in my mind; whether or not there are woman in my life-I am feeling more and more that woman are a part of my life and they come and go naturally. I'm getting that really sexy 'axe commercial' eye contact from quite a variety of woman, and older woman do tend to get spellbound. I've always been a bit ballsy when it comes to approaching-at least in night venues, but this set is making it ridiculous last few times I have been out, its been a little ridiculous, I literally burn out where ever we are-as in I will talk to every single (single) woman there. I'm doing it more for fun but there is a part of me that just wants to revel in female sexuality and push things-which if I seem to like the girl I will do.
two things that are more vexing lately-the temptations of pornography- if even for five minutes a day-I remember hearing this set killed that but only starting in stage two.
One of the girls I have been consistently seeing and liked allot has not responded to the three texts I sent this week-Ryan any advice?
Feeling really good lately-I can't believe I'm only a little over two weeks into this set. The changes so far seem pretty big.
I'm having a conflict between trying to be proactive about meeting women and also feeling very carefree and just like I want to forget it and whatever happens-happens. I have been SUPER horny lately and the dichatomy between woman in my life/no woman in my life seems to be dissolving in my mind; whether or not there are woman in my life-I am feeling more and more that woman are a part of my life and they come and go naturally. I'm getting that really sexy 'axe commercial' eye contact from quite a variety of woman, and older woman do tend to get spellbound. I've always been a bit ballsy when it comes to approaching-at least in night venues, but this set is making it ridiculous last few times I have been out, its been a little ridiculous, I literally burn out where ever we are-as in I will talk to every single (single) woman there. I'm doing it more for fun but there is a part of me that just wants to revel in female sexuality and push things-which if I seem to like the girl I will do.
two things that are more vexing lately-the temptations of pornography- if even for five minutes a day-I remember hearing this set killed that but only starting in stage two.
One of the girls I have been consistently seeing and liked allot has not responded to the three texts I sent this week-Ryan any advice?
Feeling really good lately-I can't believe I'm only a little over two weeks into this set. The changes so far seem pretty big.
1. There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madness.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
2. A thinker sees his own actions as experiments and questions... Success and failure are for him answers above all.
3. I would not know what the spirit of a philosopher might wish more then to be than a good dancer.-F.N.
