12-29-2016, 04:08 AM
(This post was last modified: 01-26-2017, 12:50 PM by Dutchman610.)
Day 11-27(Wednesday)
So, it's been a while over 2 weeks. Let's me sum up what has been going on. First week I got into a new game called Ark that just came to ps4. I'm play with my two brothers, we started off as noobs. Now I'm the co-leader of the alpha tribe (even though u feel like I am the alpha of the tribe) on the hardest game mode they have. For the first week I missed 2 days of DMSI, I'm back on it without missing a day.
Some positives are, when I go in to a store I feel no anxiety anymore or fear. I just feel like hot shit, and for some reason I've been feeling taller lately. I have cut back my drink to at least half of what it was. I have been a lot more alpha lately, without even thinking about it. I well do something and I'll think after that was the alpha thing to do. Me and my family took a picture in a studio as a gift for my grandmother. And, I remember thinking when I saw it "dam, I'm look good". I've been a lot less approve seeking also.
Things I'm looking to improve on, cleaning my room, going to the gym (I got a year gym membership for Christmas), cuting back more on drinking, and more confidence.
So, it's been a while over 2 weeks. Let's me sum up what has been going on. First week I got into a new game called Ark that just came to ps4. I'm play with my two brothers, we started off as noobs. Now I'm the co-leader of the alpha tribe (even though u feel like I am the alpha of the tribe) on the hardest game mode they have. For the first week I missed 2 days of DMSI, I'm back on it without missing a day.
Some positives are, when I go in to a store I feel no anxiety anymore or fear. I just feel like hot shit, and for some reason I've been feeling taller lately. I have cut back my drink to at least half of what it was. I have been a lot more alpha lately, without even thinking about it. I well do something and I'll think after that was the alpha thing to do. Me and my family took a picture in a studio as a gift for my grandmother. And, I remember thinking when I saw it "dam, I'm look good". I've been a lot less approve seeking also.
Things I'm looking to improve on, cleaning my room, going to the gym (I got a year gym membership for Christmas), cuting back more on drinking, and more confidence.
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
