(10-26-2011, 10:34 AM)RainbowAbyss Wrote: things are getting strange-I'm feeling
just very depressive in general,
angry at lots of little things
and find myself bursting into tears
or flipping out about stuff or at people close to me
when the engage me the wrong way. Very strange behavior for me.
Also I'm going through a period in my life where finding new work is more of a priority
than women, maybe this is causing resistance. In fact right now I feel I almost want nothing to do with woman and don't feel particularly sexual at all.
Everything I went through, Rainbow, including finding better things to do than women. Don't worry, it's all part of it. I remember in the beginning, women were kinda my anti-depressant. And well, when I gave up that desire/want (which at times is very overwhelming) I wasn't able to cope with it right away. Esp. those days when women weren't entertaining or making me happy. But, that's something that needs to be worked out extensively. Try to relax, it's most intense for the few couple of weeks then it settles down quite a bit.
