12-16-2016, 04:48 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-16-2016, 04:50 AM by Funky Trunks.)
Almost 2 weeks into V3 and I have some subtle self-effects to report. I definitely feel I have a more confident manner about me when talking with other people. My eye contact is as strong as it's ever been and talking with other people doesn't faze me, especially with good looking women. It's like a subtle sense of power and I can tell the other person can feel it. I also have less desire to go out and drink with friends, I'd much rather get my sleep and travel around visiting local towns and villages instead in my free time. I don't know what to make of this - is it my subconscious playing with me knowing that I probably won't meet women this way and knows it? Or, maybe I'm just realising there is more to life than going out and drinking with friends. Obviously, a good benefit of this has been my consistency with my training so that's been good.
I have made big plans for next year. I'm going to make next year a year of travel and life experiences and I am going to take up a new hobby - maybe dancing or photography. I'm also seriously still considering the dating coach route to perhaps give me that kick up the arse but I shall wait awhile before deciding that.
I've changed up my listening situation from my iPad speakers full blast volume to my JBL bluetooth speaker at -50db at a volume where the crackly noise isn't so noticable. I can feel the difference between the 2 speakers.
Had my first sex dream in a while last night. 2 girls were chasing me, kissing me and engaging in sex with me (it's always 2 girls for some reason) and, interestingly, an old flame from last year - who lives in another country - messaged me this morning telling me she had a sex dream about me. I have never had a message like that before so I doubt that it's coincidental.
On the flip side, I've been having a lot of memories randomly pop into my head of times where I failed with women, or been embarrassed and so forth. I'm guessing that has something to do with clearing so hopefully it's doing its magic.
I have made big plans for next year. I'm going to make next year a year of travel and life experiences and I am going to take up a new hobby - maybe dancing or photography. I'm also seriously still considering the dating coach route to perhaps give me that kick up the arse but I shall wait awhile before deciding that.
I've changed up my listening situation from my iPad speakers full blast volume to my JBL bluetooth speaker at -50db at a volume where the crackly noise isn't so noticable. I can feel the difference between the 2 speakers.
Had my first sex dream in a while last night. 2 girls were chasing me, kissing me and engaging in sex with me (it's always 2 girls for some reason) and, interestingly, an old flame from last year - who lives in another country - messaged me this morning telling me she had a sex dream about me. I have never had a message like that before so I doubt that it's coincidental.
On the flip side, I've been having a lot of memories randomly pop into my head of times where I failed with women, or been embarrassed and so forth. I'm guessing that has something to do with clearing so hopefully it's doing its magic.
