12-10-2016, 03:53 PM
It's been a while since I've updated. I'm now 5 months into living on my own with my gf and I've been working for almost 10 weeks. So I'm fully living the 'adult' life of responsibility now. It feels good. It's not hard, I made the transition at the right time. The only consistent disappointment is money. The economy is in a down swing where I live and I'm not making the wage I use too. It's good though because I get to live that experience of 'pay cheque to pay cheque'. It also made me create a budget where I track every single expense.
I'm definitely feeling a plateau right now and that's actually what motivated me to come write this post. When I look back at my year, it's objectively the most successful of my life. I've done so many things that I desperately felt I needed to do to take that next step. Now I'm left scratching my head at what's next.
I think to myself that I could just refine everything I have right now, but that doesn't feel right. I need something to strive for. 2016 was where I brought my areas lacking in experience up to par. So I'm a more balanced individual but one without direction. I'll figure it out.
Other things:
I quit veganism. It was a good 8 month experiment, but it just didn't fit me like I hoped. The reddish tint that's been occupying my face throughout has since receded and my erection quality has improved drastically. I fucked the woman 10 times in a 36 hour period. Something that wouldn't have been possible before. Now some of that may be due to us being apart a bit this past week, but still my refractory period has shortened and my erections last longer and feel harder.
I lost way too much weight on that diet, there's just such a small margin for error. I got a pinched nerve that made me unable to train martial arts or lift for 8 weeks. On top of that I was getting sick every week. 8 times in a 10 week period. Absolutely unacceptable when I'm outside working all day. But yeah my strength and weight plummeted so I said fuck it and haven't felt any twangs of regret or disgust since returning to meat. I feel better actually.
I bought some stocks for the first time in my life! It's something I always wanted to do and so I decided I better just take action and do it. Feels good! It was kind of surreal afterwards to check another long term goal off the list.
My nofap is something like 4 relapses in the last 312 days. Currently on a 39 day streak. Lel synchronistically my GF just texted me threatening that I better not break my streak.
AM6 has improved my life immensely and I will run the author's subs for the foreseeable future. It's the easiest way to improve yourself without doing any work. Just a little bit of money up front and the memory to turn it on every night.
Yeah man, I'm going to start my 3rd run either this week or take a month off like they prescribe.
It wasn't as potent as I believe it should be. Due to living with my parents at the time, I was unable to refrigerate it. With that being said, it was still a great time. I had no intense thoughts, it was just a rollercoaster of sensations and visuals. Typically psychedelics for me involve lots of new lines of thought, so this was a first for me to just be taken for a ride. It felt warm and welcoming unlike the cold harshness of salvia. From my limited experience, I would say it's safe and fun to do.
I'm definitely feeling a plateau right now and that's actually what motivated me to come write this post. When I look back at my year, it's objectively the most successful of my life. I've done so many things that I desperately felt I needed to do to take that next step. Now I'm left scratching my head at what's next.
I think to myself that I could just refine everything I have right now, but that doesn't feel right. I need something to strive for. 2016 was where I brought my areas lacking in experience up to par. So I'm a more balanced individual but one without direction. I'll figure it out.
Other things:
I quit veganism. It was a good 8 month experiment, but it just didn't fit me like I hoped. The reddish tint that's been occupying my face throughout has since receded and my erection quality has improved drastically. I fucked the woman 10 times in a 36 hour period. Something that wouldn't have been possible before. Now some of that may be due to us being apart a bit this past week, but still my refractory period has shortened and my erections last longer and feel harder.
I lost way too much weight on that diet, there's just such a small margin for error. I got a pinched nerve that made me unable to train martial arts or lift for 8 weeks. On top of that I was getting sick every week. 8 times in a 10 week period. Absolutely unacceptable when I'm outside working all day. But yeah my strength and weight plummeted so I said fuck it and haven't felt any twangs of regret or disgust since returning to meat. I feel better actually.
I bought some stocks for the first time in my life! It's something I always wanted to do and so I decided I better just take action and do it. Feels good! It was kind of surreal afterwards to check another long term goal off the list.
My nofap is something like 4 relapses in the last 312 days. Currently on a 39 day streak. Lel synchronistically my GF just texted me threatening that I better not break my streak.
AM6 has improved my life immensely and I will run the author's subs for the foreseeable future. It's the easiest way to improve yourself without doing any work. Just a little bit of money up front and the memory to turn it on every night.
(08-16-2016, 12:58 PM)yeah! Wrote: Are you going to run it again?
How did you enjoy your Ayahuasca?
Yeah man, I'm going to start my 3rd run either this week or take a month off like they prescribe.
It wasn't as potent as I believe it should be. Due to living with my parents at the time, I was unable to refrigerate it. With that being said, it was still a great time. I had no intense thoughts, it was just a rollercoaster of sensations and visuals. Typically psychedelics for me involve lots of new lines of thought, so this was a first for me to just be taken for a ride. It felt warm and welcoming unlike the cold harshness of salvia. From my limited experience, I would say it's safe and fun to do.
