Shannon's Journal

[Spiral]

If you start having suicidal thoughts because of the resistance, you need to take the safe road and stop and seek some sort of support or help that will make sure that doesn't actually happen. Then consider running Disconnect From Negativity Within, Positive Thinking/Positive Attitude or Depression Relief Aid along with the program, and trying to find a way to prevent that. It's not something to take lightly. I'd much rather have you stop using it than kill yourself. This is part of why I am going to be adding something to 2012 for mood adjustment.

Thank you for the concern, Shannon. However, I not once had a suicidal thought while using your programs. I had thoughts that were sending out incredibly negative vibrations, one would say, and they made me start to just think "am I going crazy?". The resistance was rough but nothing to the point of suicide.

I have thought of suicide before way back in the day but the fact that I thought about it pissed me off because I would never in infinity amount of years would I actually do such a thing. At the time I realized how senseless the actual act is as well as thinking it and I feel that was the turning point of my depression almost 10 years ago.