(12-02-2016, 03:21 AM)dbzjakecake Wrote: I snapped. Whatever happened I can not deal with it anymore. The past day I have hit another all time low. Suicidal thoughts were rampant. This has happened before and I have ended up in a hospital for a few days. I cant take it anymore!!! I dont quit but the thoughts have gotten much to handle. I feel panic at all times. I want to be happy and enjoy the process. I cant do that. Nothing makes me happy and I have tried everything!! I haven't been sleeping for the past two days and feel my life is in danger.
Sorry but Im going to stop this sub. Now I hope I can recover the mental trauma I have dealt with.
Keep going, I've got panic attacks, 2 days I couldn not leave the house because I was insecure, i didn't wanted to see anyone, depression paranoia I felt like I'm such a broken chase that I will lose all my friend and die lonely . This happened on dmsi 2.3 keept going and 4 weeks later I broke my 4 years dry spell.
Remember if you are going through hell, keep going!
