11-30-2016, 07:28 PM
Confession time
Well I watched some twerking vids on YT last night before sleep and busted a nut. Got a great sleep though.
Then tonight I busted a couple of nuts watching porn.
As I said before it's hard. The problem is this. I go about my day trying to mind my own business and get all the stupid work done that has to be done. And then see some hot girls or girls with great assets. I uncontrollably start having sexual thoughts. And I tend to get semi's throughout the day. By the time I come home I'm so sexually frustrated that it may even be hard for me to focus on completing work. Through willpower, I power through this shit for so long and if I don't release then I get the physical urge in my body to release/fuck that sticks with me all day, no break, can't focus. Then I bust a nut to porn and regain some level of mental control. Lately though, it seems like the day after bustin' a nut or two to porn I still get semis when I see an attractive girl. So it seems like bustin' a nut isn't solving the entire situation anymore.
Something's got to give because this is re-FUCKIN-diculous! It wasn't until E2 that I started getting semis throughout the day. And now on DMSI it's annoying and not helpful!
I know I need to get off porn...but come on DMSI...just manifest a hot girl for me to fuck anytime I want and I'll be off it. I'm going to think of a new strategy to avoid PMO. In the past, the only thing that really seemed to naturally work where I felt no motivation to watch porn was female interaction. That's it, so far.
Well I watched some twerking vids on YT last night before sleep and busted a nut. Got a great sleep though.
Then tonight I busted a couple of nuts watching porn.
As I said before it's hard. The problem is this. I go about my day trying to mind my own business and get all the stupid work done that has to be done. And then see some hot girls or girls with great assets. I uncontrollably start having sexual thoughts. And I tend to get semi's throughout the day. By the time I come home I'm so sexually frustrated that it may even be hard for me to focus on completing work. Through willpower, I power through this shit for so long and if I don't release then I get the physical urge in my body to release/fuck that sticks with me all day, no break, can't focus. Then I bust a nut to porn and regain some level of mental control. Lately though, it seems like the day after bustin' a nut or two to porn I still get semis when I see an attractive girl. So it seems like bustin' a nut isn't solving the entire situation anymore.
Something's got to give because this is re-FUCKIN-diculous! It wasn't until E2 that I started getting semis throughout the day. And now on DMSI it's annoying and not helpful!
I know I need to get off porn...but come on DMSI...just manifest a hot girl for me to fuck anytime I want and I'll be off it. I'm going to think of a new strategy to avoid PMO. In the past, the only thing that really seemed to naturally work where I felt no motivation to watch porn was female interaction. That's it, so far.
