11-28-2016, 04:24 PM
2.4 is definitely still in my system. It's not totally gone.
At dance class, I didn't feel that much anxiety.
However, I was still frustrated when I passed by a hot girl and nothing happened (happened like 5x).
And I'm still not as verbally on point as I usually am.
A worker at the asian food place was much more kind today than she was the last time. Or maybe should was having a bad day back then.
I got a headache today out of nowhere.
Final Thoughts
This is my last entry in this journal since 3.0.1 is around the corner.
Shannon says that ultimately we must execute the script for the program to be successful. To which I respond, "How do we execute the script? What must I do properly execute it?" I mentioned before that some kind of instructions on how to execute the script would be nice.
I think Shannon should give Ben the go ahead to put the links up for 3.0.1A. It's already uploaded. The links have to be put up anyway. There may even be technical difficulties of putting up the links for some reason, but then that would go undiscovered until version B is uploaded, and then would be discovered at that point delaying things even further. Just sayin'.
It's clear I need more healing. I'm hyped that 3.0.1 does some of what E2 does. Plus it has much more power and my favorite part is that it's a "clear now" approach. Yay! If it really heals all the unpleasant memories related to girls, that'd be fantastic. I'd have much less of a reason to ever run E2 again. Though of course I'd love for E3 to be in AM7.
I just hope that the emotional masking doesn't tax my mind like E2 did. I could function way better during 2.4 than on E2 even though 2.4 is more powerful. My guess is that my mind had to work so damn hard to hide things from me consciously.
What I can say is this: if a future version of DMSI is 10x as powerful as 2.4, then I should definitely be golden. I think 3.0.1 is 2.5-3x stronger than 2.5 (some have said 3-6x stronger, I'll check with Shannon).
At dance class, I didn't feel that much anxiety.
However, I was still frustrated when I passed by a hot girl and nothing happened (happened like 5x).
And I'm still not as verbally on point as I usually am.
A worker at the asian food place was much more kind today than she was the last time. Or maybe should was having a bad day back then.
I got a headache today out of nowhere.
Final Thoughts
This is my last entry in this journal since 3.0.1 is around the corner.
Shannon says that ultimately we must execute the script for the program to be successful. To which I respond, "How do we execute the script? What must I do properly execute it?" I mentioned before that some kind of instructions on how to execute the script would be nice.
I think Shannon should give Ben the go ahead to put the links up for 3.0.1A. It's already uploaded. The links have to be put up anyway. There may even be technical difficulties of putting up the links for some reason, but then that would go undiscovered until version B is uploaded, and then would be discovered at that point delaying things even further. Just sayin'.
It's clear I need more healing. I'm hyped that 3.0.1 does some of what E2 does. Plus it has much more power and my favorite part is that it's a "clear now" approach. Yay! If it really heals all the unpleasant memories related to girls, that'd be fantastic. I'd have much less of a reason to ever run E2 again. Though of course I'd love for E3 to be in AM7.
I just hope that the emotional masking doesn't tax my mind like E2 did. I could function way better during 2.4 than on E2 even though 2.4 is more powerful. My guess is that my mind had to work so damn hard to hide things from me consciously.
What I can say is this: if a future version of DMSI is 10x as powerful as 2.4, then I should definitely be golden. I think 3.0.1 is 2.5-3x stronger than 2.5 (some have said 3-6x stronger, I'll check with Shannon).
