Shannon,
I don't know what to make of this, but I feel more and more disinterested in women. I don't know if this is from me valuing myself more or me taking more of an internal focus or both, but I thought I should mention it because I don't know if it might be a continued effect from v2.5 even though I stopped it a week ago or so.
Although maybe it's not disinterest. Maybe it's caution. Disillusionment. Waking up and thinking "What the heck was I thinking all these years pursuing women?"
Maybe this is part of the preparation for me to stop pursuing and in preparation for me to be pursued. After all, if I am to be pursued, perhaps I need to reduce my pursuing.
I don't know how to describe it. If anyone else reading this who has run or is still running v2.5 has been experiencing this, would you please comment too?
I don't know what to make of this, but I feel more and more disinterested in women. I don't know if this is from me valuing myself more or me taking more of an internal focus or both, but I thought I should mention it because I don't know if it might be a continued effect from v2.5 even though I stopped it a week ago or so.
Although maybe it's not disinterest. Maybe it's caution. Disillusionment. Waking up and thinking "What the heck was I thinking all these years pursuing women?"
Maybe this is part of the preparation for me to stop pursuing and in preparation for me to be pursued. After all, if I am to be pursued, perhaps I need to reduce my pursuing.
I don't know how to describe it. If anyone else reading this who has run or is still running v2.5 has been experiencing this, would you please comment too?
