Journey to Being AwEsOmE

[Dutchman610]

Stage 4 Day 14
The resistance is real! It has been a very long time since I have posted on here. Stage 3 was the hardest stage so far. Was excited to get that over with and continue to stage 4. Stage 4 has been a roller coaster. Extreme ups and extreme downs. There hasn't been a day where I just felt content with everything and was happy. People have noticed that I am quieter and make more of an effort to talk to me. More so out of the concern that something may be wrong with me. I also find myself not wanting to talk or socialize as much. Stage 3 I was talking to everyone but in Stage 4 I'm avoiding it. I will purposefully ignore someone just so I don't have to talk. That is something out of the norm for me.
During my ups I'm extremely happy, its the best time ever. When I'm down, its the most depressive episode ever.

I went through the same resistance from stage 3 and 4. I had it bad, I was antisocial, drinking a lot more, avoiding work, the whole nine yards. Later stages went as bad for me. All, I can say is it trust me it does get better. Good luck, on your journey brother.