11-17-2016, 05:40 PM
I had two cases of sleep paralysis last night. I also had the high pitched noise again in my ear, it wasn't as bad as the first time though that's for sure. Interestingly enough, I've been back on the masked track for the 3 days and then this happened again. The first time, it happened after 4 days of being on the masked track.
Today I was calmer than I have been in the past few days. So I think masked at just under half volume is best for me. My verbals were more flowy, not as sharp as when I'm off subs, but almost as flowy.
In class today, the girl that always sits next to me had a short presentation at the start of class. She came around to each of the groups to talk to us. When she came to my group, and I talked to her I got turned on and was starting to get hard. That was different...Then when she came to sit down after finishing her presentation she sat an extra seat away from me leaving an empty chair between us. She wasn't sitting next to anybody, but she just left the chair between us for whatever reason. After a few minutes, I just said "I see you've made a separation between us". She immediately moves her stuff to next to me and is already getting in the seat next to me. I said "You don't have to if you don't want to" but by the time I finished the sentence she had already moved next to me lol. I just found it odd that she was an extra seat away. She's never done that before. Then at the end of class, she knew that me and a few others were going to ask the teacher a question. She hung around with us and I thought she had a question, but after a few minutes she just said bye and leaves. Either she didn't have a question/someone else asked it or she just wanted to hang around
I went into the library and got a double take from a girl. We made eye contact twice. I don't know why I was looking at her, maybe just habit, but she looked at me twice.
And I did get the discount at the asian place today. This time the girl was at the cash register. Maybe she has to keep it on the down low or something...I didn't ask any questions.
Tomorrow I'm doing the ultrasonic track during the day.
Questions for those who can answer:
Does DMSI actually use calories from food as a resource? I'm keeping my calories pretty consistent and I'm doing about 25-35 min. of exercise a day. I jump rope and I do at least 100 pushups/pushup variations a day. It really doesn't seem like 2.4 is using any calories. I'd imagine I'd be burning fat faster then.
How did the 2.4 sniper feel for those who have sniped someone? Today I instinctively looked to my right while I was sitting at a table doing reading and saw an attractive girl, nice ass, but okay face. I thought it was odd that I'd just look without thinking, it was like reflex. She sat at a table nearby to do her work. I didn't see any evidence that she was sniped, but I think I have my own definition of "snipe".
Thoughts
I'll see what Shannon's schedule for the DMSI release is like. I'd like to do a solid 30 days, but I'd be stopping on the 22nd. Which means I'd have to wait till the 29th to use the next version. If it's gonna be out on the 27th or 28th, I'd rather start it then though and have one or two days on before going back to class after Thanksgiving.
I've been watching TenGame from Julien. It puts me in a great mood and reminds me of the basics.
Okay, I'm just gonna come out and say it. Since I had an unpleasant sexual experience, it makes me hesitate a bit. When I have sex, I want the girl to be clean and fresh and to be totally shaved. It's okay if they're just trimmed I guess, but I'd prefer shaved. But being fresh is a requirement. And I guess I just need to be more comfortable with the whole thing.
I look forward to having mind-blowing results in the future
Today I was calmer than I have been in the past few days. So I think masked at just under half volume is best for me. My verbals were more flowy, not as sharp as when I'm off subs, but almost as flowy.
In class today, the girl that always sits next to me had a short presentation at the start of class. She came around to each of the groups to talk to us. When she came to my group, and I talked to her I got turned on and was starting to get hard. That was different...Then when she came to sit down after finishing her presentation she sat an extra seat away from me leaving an empty chair between us. She wasn't sitting next to anybody, but she just left the chair between us for whatever reason. After a few minutes, I just said "I see you've made a separation between us". She immediately moves her stuff to next to me and is already getting in the seat next to me. I said "You don't have to if you don't want to" but by the time I finished the sentence she had already moved next to me lol. I just found it odd that she was an extra seat away. She's never done that before. Then at the end of class, she knew that me and a few others were going to ask the teacher a question. She hung around with us and I thought she had a question, but after a few minutes she just said bye and leaves. Either she didn't have a question/someone else asked it or she just wanted to hang around
I went into the library and got a double take from a girl. We made eye contact twice. I don't know why I was looking at her, maybe just habit, but she looked at me twice.
And I did get the discount at the asian place today. This time the girl was at the cash register. Maybe she has to keep it on the down low or something...I didn't ask any questions.
Tomorrow I'm doing the ultrasonic track during the day.
Questions for those who can answer:
Does DMSI actually use calories from food as a resource? I'm keeping my calories pretty consistent and I'm doing about 25-35 min. of exercise a day. I jump rope and I do at least 100 pushups/pushup variations a day. It really doesn't seem like 2.4 is using any calories. I'd imagine I'd be burning fat faster then.
How did the 2.4 sniper feel for those who have sniped someone? Today I instinctively looked to my right while I was sitting at a table doing reading and saw an attractive girl, nice ass, but okay face. I thought it was odd that I'd just look without thinking, it was like reflex. She sat at a table nearby to do her work. I didn't see any evidence that she was sniped, but I think I have my own definition of "snipe".
Thoughts
I'll see what Shannon's schedule for the DMSI release is like. I'd like to do a solid 30 days, but I'd be stopping on the 22nd. Which means I'd have to wait till the 29th to use the next version. If it's gonna be out on the 27th or 28th, I'd rather start it then though and have one or two days on before going back to class after Thanksgiving.
I've been watching TenGame from Julien. It puts me in a great mood and reminds me of the basics.
Okay, I'm just gonna come out and say it. Since I had an unpleasant sexual experience, it makes me hesitate a bit. When I have sex, I want the girl to be clean and fresh and to be totally shaved. It's okay if they're just trimmed I guess, but I'd prefer shaved. But being fresh is a requirement. And I guess I just need to be more comfortable with the whole thing.
I look forward to having mind-blowing results in the future
