11-14-2016, 04:16 PM
Well the past few days of pure ultrasonic didn't seem to be that helpful. Today I felt kinda weighed down. Observations so far:
Ultrasonic:
-definitely messes with sleep
-keeps me more awake, yet calm
-if I do it once or twice a week, I think some of my more social behaviors come through
-some things being cleared become conscious
-severely slows down my production speed with my work
Masked
-less effect on sleep, sometimes makes me tired
-seems to be good for me. doesn't interfere as much with my work
Over the weekend I got a haircut but the barber cut it way lower than I intended. I style my hair a certain way and it needs to be a certain length for it to look good imo. I was self-conscious of it at times throughout the day. A couple of people even complimented it, but it didn't matter because I didn't like it. I want it to grow back soon.
I didn't see anything new today. I guess maybe stuff is clearing. I do feel a bit irritated about my current results, but I see that Shannon is very determined to get DMSI to be fully functional and that gives me hope.
Thoughts
I want to have 100% of the sexual power in my world. I want to have it all.
I hope 3.0.1 has all of the major additions in it that Shannon has thought of. It's interesting. He believes that either 3.0.1 or 3.1 will be at the level of power that no one can resist it. Sounds great. I look forward to it. I still have no regrets of choosing 2.4 over 2.5.
Ultrasonic:
-definitely messes with sleep
-keeps me more awake, yet calm
-if I do it once or twice a week, I think some of my more social behaviors come through
-some things being cleared become conscious
-severely slows down my production speed with my work
Masked
-less effect on sleep, sometimes makes me tired
-seems to be good for me. doesn't interfere as much with my work
Over the weekend I got a haircut but the barber cut it way lower than I intended. I style my hair a certain way and it needs to be a certain length for it to look good imo. I was self-conscious of it at times throughout the day. A couple of people even complimented it, but it didn't matter because I didn't like it. I want it to grow back soon.
I didn't see anything new today. I guess maybe stuff is clearing. I do feel a bit irritated about my current results, but I see that Shannon is very determined to get DMSI to be fully functional and that gives me hope.
Thoughts
I want to have 100% of the sexual power in my world. I want to have it all.
I hope 3.0.1 has all of the major additions in it that Shannon has thought of. It's interesting. He believes that either 3.0.1 or 3.1 will be at the level of power that no one can resist it. Sounds great. I look forward to it. I still have no regrets of choosing 2.4 over 2.5.
