11-11-2016, 05:56 PM
Ultrasonic DMSI is interesting. I was out briefly today (first time out since having listened to the ultrasonic).
I went with my friend to grab a good burger. Some things were different today compared to how they have been:
-After talking for awhile, I started to get into my flowstate. I wasn't 100% there, but it's the most joy I've had simply from expressing myself since my week off from E2. That's good
-at the burger place, I ordered a shake and got the extra in the silver cup. Some of the other customers had a silver cup on their table so they had extra too. My friend did not get the extra left overs in the silver cup. Might've been nothing, but worth mentioning
-as I was walking back to my place, some girl comes from the side of a car to the sidewalk, turns to see me and smiles. I don't see how she could have had time to look at me, register I'm attractive, then react. It happened in less than a second. So she may have just been polite. It was dark outside so I couldn't even see her that well. MAYBE, now that I think about it, MAYBE she said "hi" (or it may be my mind adding in things), but she was getting the car with someone. I just smiled back and went to my place
Also, while listening to the track, I drove to get food earlier in the day. Just as a warning people, don't do it. Traffic wasn't the best. And seeing all the cars moving messed with my mind. Like their movement distracted me. Nothing bad happened, and I only did it because I didn't want to break ASRB and it's not like stopping the track would stop my mind from processing it, and I was really hungry. I still felt emotionally calm despite the circumstances.
Thoughts
The ultrasonic doesn't seem to be bothering me and it seems to affect me differently. Great. I'll probably stick with ultrasonic this coming week.
The ultrasonic seems to hinder my focus of getting my work done while listening so I'll make sure to try to get my work done before listening, but I doubt that's possible most of the time.
I honestly just feel pretty chill right now. Like "Yeah, man". I could just sit back, play Owlboy, and chill for the night. That'd be great. But I still have a paper to write and stories to create.
I went with my friend to grab a good burger. Some things were different today compared to how they have been:
-After talking for awhile, I started to get into my flowstate. I wasn't 100% there, but it's the most joy I've had simply from expressing myself since my week off from E2. That's good
-at the burger place, I ordered a shake and got the extra in the silver cup. Some of the other customers had a silver cup on their table so they had extra too. My friend did not get the extra left overs in the silver cup. Might've been nothing, but worth mentioning
-as I was walking back to my place, some girl comes from the side of a car to the sidewalk, turns to see me and smiles. I don't see how she could have had time to look at me, register I'm attractive, then react. It happened in less than a second. So she may have just been polite. It was dark outside so I couldn't even see her that well. MAYBE, now that I think about it, MAYBE she said "hi" (or it may be my mind adding in things), but she was getting the car with someone. I just smiled back and went to my place
Also, while listening to the track, I drove to get food earlier in the day. Just as a warning people, don't do it. Traffic wasn't the best. And seeing all the cars moving messed with my mind. Like their movement distracted me. Nothing bad happened, and I only did it because I didn't want to break ASRB and it's not like stopping the track would stop my mind from processing it, and I was really hungry. I still felt emotionally calm despite the circumstances.
Thoughts
The ultrasonic doesn't seem to be bothering me and it seems to affect me differently. Great. I'll probably stick with ultrasonic this coming week.
The ultrasonic seems to hinder my focus of getting my work done while listening so I'll make sure to try to get my work done before listening, but I doubt that's possible most of the time.
I honestly just feel pretty chill right now. Like "Yeah, man". I could just sit back, play Owlboy, and chill for the night. That'd be great. But I still have a paper to write and stories to create.
