Day 29
Had a argument with my brother. I started it..But he crossed the line. He has a military type physique. So he pushed me once while we were having an argument. Although he used some abusive languages..
While all this was going on I was just watching him like an observer and I really could see how out of control he was. He wasn't listening to my mom nor my sis, bro... He was just shouting... Calling me lazy and unproductive, useless and a burden on parents..
I didnt feel when he was saying those when we were having an argument but now when I think it kinda hurts a little. What he said was true. I am lazy, unproductive and a burden on my parents.. I have always known it. I won't deny it. I accept it...
I wont bother to talk to him anymore..
Well I guess I don't feel like typing... Overall everythings okay... Life's getting better. I am growing emotionally..
I went to doctor yesterday for my Nasal issues... Gave me meds feeling better..
Note : Fluorite
Had a argument with my brother. I started it..But he crossed the line. He has a military type physique. So he pushed me once while we were having an argument. Although he used some abusive languages..
While all this was going on I was just watching him like an observer and I really could see how out of control he was. He wasn't listening to my mom nor my sis, bro... He was just shouting... Calling me lazy and unproductive, useless and a burden on parents..
I didnt feel when he was saying those when we were having an argument but now when I think it kinda hurts a little. What he said was true. I am lazy, unproductive and a burden on my parents.. I have always known it. I won't deny it. I accept it...
I wont bother to talk to him anymore..
Well I guess I don't feel like typing... Overall everythings okay... Life's getting better. I am growing emotionally..
I went to doctor yesterday for my Nasal issues... Gave me meds feeling better..
Note : Fluorite
