11-06-2016, 01:47 PM
Day 25:
I think I am resisting the sub again. I feel like the sub doesn't work at all which I know isn't true.
I don't think I'm more sexy or more attractive. I feel like women and sex aren't worth the effort.
I'm not horny at all, just unmotivated. I didn't even read the forum since a few days ago, everything was boring which is clearly a very different attitude that I had before.
I wanted to do AM6 or SM3 but this is probably just boredom or resistance or both. I even thought of stopping subs
or that maybe subs doesn't work which is even crazier considering what it did for me.
I think I am resisting the sub again. I feel like the sub doesn't work at all which I know isn't true.
I don't think I'm more sexy or more attractive. I feel like women and sex aren't worth the effort.
I'm not horny at all, just unmotivated. I didn't even read the forum since a few days ago, everything was boring which is clearly a very different attitude that I had before.
I wanted to do AM6 or SM3 but this is probably just boredom or resistance or both. I even thought of stopping subs
or that maybe subs doesn't work which is even crazier considering what it did for me.
