Day 20
Past few days my sleep timing is kinda messed up.
I really don't know how to describe the emotional changes I am going thru. It's getting better slowly and surely. Also I am noticing that I sometimes have dreams which represents "fear" but I can't seem to remember it.
I am also noticing that I am getting somewhat emotionally stable. I can rationalize in that moment. But I'd if it's the sleep cycle or what.. I find nights more comfortable than daytime. I will sleep at 6 am and will wake up at 10 am. Then again I will sleep at 2 pm and will wake up at 6 pm... And I will be awake all night. Maybe the sub it also working like ADs. I was on them for 7 months and they did the exact same thing. But the sub is doing much better job. Also Time seems to go slow..
Life is getting better... Or Maybe I am learning to survive in this "Hell"..
Past few days my sleep timing is kinda messed up.
I really don't know how to describe the emotional changes I am going thru. It's getting better slowly and surely. Also I am noticing that I sometimes have dreams which represents "fear" but I can't seem to remember it.
I am also noticing that I am getting somewhat emotionally stable. I can rationalize in that moment. But I'd if it's the sleep cycle or what.. I find nights more comfortable than daytime. I will sleep at 6 am and will wake up at 10 am. Then again I will sleep at 2 pm and will wake up at 6 pm... And I will be awake all night. Maybe the sub it also working like ADs. I was on them for 7 months and they did the exact same thing. But the sub is doing much better job. Also Time seems to go slow..
Life is getting better... Or Maybe I am learning to survive in this "Hell"..
