So last night I had a dream. I believe this is the second time I've had this dream, it felt too familiar. I'm almost 100% sure I had it while on E2. If that's the case, this is the first time I can recall that I've had a repeat dream in my life.
The Dream
In the dream I was back in my parents' home. My dad was about to leave because he had to go somehwere. So he gets in his car and drives away. Then I see a man and a woman, older like 50s-60s approaching the house. I lock the door. Somehow the man comes and he's unlocking the door. I keep relocking the door as he goes back and forth trying to unlock both the deadbolt and the lock on the handle. I turn around for a second and I see the woman is already in the house. In the dream, I didn't recognize it as being her. I didn't feel fear about her being in the house, I was focused on making sure the man couldn't get in the house. That's all I remember.
Since I had that dream, I'm totally sure the healing and clearing is kicking in.
I also had another one of those moments today where I looked in the mirror and felt good about myself. I think maybe sexiness programming is starting to kick in.
I had a great time with my female friend today. It's been a long time since I've hung out on a friday night. It was awesome just to do something besides work. It was great! If at least every Friday could be like this, that'd be amazing!
Even though Shannon said it wouldn't work in the long run, I'd totally love to test a version of DMSI with healing that only runs off of body fat. I'd pretty much use it just to get off the excess fat and then switch back to a stable version of DMSI. That'd be awesome! And I'm sure the fat would be melt off pretty quick.
The Dream
In the dream I was back in my parents' home. My dad was about to leave because he had to go somehwere. So he gets in his car and drives away. Then I see a man and a woman, older like 50s-60s approaching the house. I lock the door. Somehow the man comes and he's unlocking the door. I keep relocking the door as he goes back and forth trying to unlock both the deadbolt and the lock on the handle. I turn around for a second and I see the woman is already in the house. In the dream, I didn't recognize it as being her. I didn't feel fear about her being in the house, I was focused on making sure the man couldn't get in the house. That's all I remember.
Since I had that dream, I'm totally sure the healing and clearing is kicking in.
I also had another one of those moments today where I looked in the mirror and felt good about myself. I think maybe sexiness programming is starting to kick in.
I had a great time with my female friend today. It's been a long time since I've hung out on a friday night. It was awesome just to do something besides work. It was great! If at least every Friday could be like this, that'd be amazing!
Even though Shannon said it wouldn't work in the long run, I'd totally love to test a version of DMSI with healing that only runs off of body fat. I'd pretty much use it just to get off the excess fat and then switch back to a stable version of DMSI. That'd be awesome! And I'm sure the fat would be melt off pretty quick.
