Well this morning, I felt irritated, partly due to my roommates, partly due to thinking about what happened yesterday. At the end of the night, I felt like I had let it go, but I think the clearing modules went back to it or something. Maybe it's just because I need a good sleep (which my roommates get in the way of).
So I looked in the mirror and I felt a bit better about myself. I never really look in the mirror and feel better, unless I'm just looking at my hair. So this is a rare/first time occurrence
While I was walking to the library, one girl may have done a triple take looking at me. Not sure, I wasn't paying attention really, but from a glimpse she was at least "cute".
I also noticed that I have less anxiety in crowded areas. Awesome.
For my dance class, I recorded the teacher doing the dance so I could learn it. She announced she was doing it and invited anyone to record if they had to. After I recorded it, one of the girls I talk to often in the class asked me if I could send it to her. I just said yeah, got her number and sent it to her. I'm not attracted to her, 100% just friends. I just thought it was worth noting. Maybe she tried to get to her phone, but couldn't in time. She didn't ask the teacher to wait or anything though. But I thought it was worth mentioning. Even though I showed her I sent it to her and she thanked me in person, she sent a text saying "Thank you!"
Only like 2 brief minor headaches today.
Just a note. I'm not looking for responses. I just report whatever I happen to notice, but the more attractive she is, the more likely I'll notice since those are the ones I look at.
Thoughts
I'm pretty sure the things like less anxiety from in crowded areas are coming from DMSI since I took a whole week off of E2 beforehand and didn't notice it. If that's the case, then it seems like DMSI is doing a hell of a lot more for me much quicker. What's great is that my performance isn't really suffering. I may be taking like a 10-20% hit in productivity and thinking speed, but it's not anything like E2 was.
Also I've been saying the "anti-resistance" lines that Shannon mentioned to Swisston a while ago. Even though I listen in the evening, I say it right before I get ready to sleep and I imagine it working too.
I kinda have mixed feelings about Shannon getting ready to work on 3.0. Yeah, I'm all for it! But at the same time I hope that I would have had at least 32 days on 2.4. I'd be so tempted to switch to 3.0 (clearing version), but I think there may be something to using one version for an extended period of time. I'll probably ask Shannon about it sometime.
So I looked in the mirror and I felt a bit better about myself. I never really look in the mirror and feel better, unless I'm just looking at my hair. So this is a rare/first time occurrence
While I was walking to the library, one girl may have done a triple take looking at me. Not sure, I wasn't paying attention really, but from a glimpse she was at least "cute".
I also noticed that I have less anxiety in crowded areas. Awesome.
For my dance class, I recorded the teacher doing the dance so I could learn it. She announced she was doing it and invited anyone to record if they had to. After I recorded it, one of the girls I talk to often in the class asked me if I could send it to her. I just said yeah, got her number and sent it to her. I'm not attracted to her, 100% just friends. I just thought it was worth noting. Maybe she tried to get to her phone, but couldn't in time. She didn't ask the teacher to wait or anything though. But I thought it was worth mentioning. Even though I showed her I sent it to her and she thanked me in person, she sent a text saying "Thank you!"
Only like 2 brief minor headaches today.
Just a note. I'm not looking for responses. I just report whatever I happen to notice, but the more attractive she is, the more likely I'll notice since those are the ones I look at.
Thoughts
I'm pretty sure the things like less anxiety from in crowded areas are coming from DMSI since I took a whole week off of E2 beforehand and didn't notice it. If that's the case, then it seems like DMSI is doing a hell of a lot more for me much quicker. What's great is that my performance isn't really suffering. I may be taking like a 10-20% hit in productivity and thinking speed, but it's not anything like E2 was.
Also I've been saying the "anti-resistance" lines that Shannon mentioned to Swisston a while ago. Even though I listen in the evening, I say it right before I get ready to sleep and I imagine it working too.
I kinda have mixed feelings about Shannon getting ready to work on 3.0. Yeah, I'm all for it! But at the same time I hope that I would have had at least 32 days on 2.4. I'd be so tempted to switch to 3.0 (clearing version), but I think there may be something to using one version for an extended period of time. I'll probably ask Shannon about it sometime.
