Update: Day 13
My mom said something about my younger brother. That how motivated he is to achieve his goals and how successful he is. Just hearing about this made me feel very sad. I was once like him 9 years ago. Full of dreams. But things happened and here I am sitting at home doing nothing. People think that I am like this because I love being lazy. No!! I don't want to be like this. It's just that I am "psychologically paralysed". I want to do things but I cant. Feels like crying but I can't....
Logically I knows its gonna get better,but sometimes u have to forget all that.. so that u can experience your emotions without any judgments.
Self Note:
Removed: Amethyst,Rose Quartz.
Wore: Green Fluorite, White Tiger(Sulaimani) Feeling High
My mom said something about my younger brother. That how motivated he is to achieve his goals and how successful he is. Just hearing about this made me feel very sad. I was once like him 9 years ago. Full of dreams. But things happened and here I am sitting at home doing nothing. People think that I am like this because I love being lazy. No!! I don't want to be like this. It's just that I am "psychologically paralysed". I want to do things but I cant. Feels like crying but I can't....
Logically I knows its gonna get better,but sometimes u have to forget all that.. so that u can experience your emotions without any judgments.
Self Note:
Removed: Amethyst,Rose Quartz.
Wore: Green Fluorite, White Tiger(Sulaimani) Feeling High