10-25-2016, 02:52 PM
Unrelated to DMSI
I'm just frustrated. I invited a girl out to grab some food soon from one of my classes and she was ridiculously hesitant. And she was like "just to hang out?". Without thinking I just said yeah. And she said she'll let me know on Saturday. I said I'm probably busy, but let's just exchange numbers. A lot more hesitation and "ums" and bullshit. After like a minute of all this SHIT, I was just like "Nevermind, it's fine." and acted like I was brushing it off. I'm SO SICK of being in this FUCKING position! And no, I wasn't expecting any "boost" from DMSI! She had been giving fucking "iois" for most of the semester.
FUCK THIS. FUCK IT ALL.
Instead of just forgetting about it, I'm gonna have to see her whenever I go to class and she'll be there in the social circle. THIS is why I'm so particular with who I choose. Because I gotta live with the repurcussions for next year plus! I'M SICK OF FUCKING LOSING
I'm just frustrated. I invited a girl out to grab some food soon from one of my classes and she was ridiculously hesitant. And she was like "just to hang out?". Without thinking I just said yeah. And she said she'll let me know on Saturday. I said I'm probably busy, but let's just exchange numbers. A lot more hesitation and "ums" and bullshit. After like a minute of all this SHIT, I was just like "Nevermind, it's fine." and acted like I was brushing it off. I'm SO SICK of being in this FUCKING position! And no, I wasn't expecting any "boost" from DMSI! She had been giving fucking "iois" for most of the semester.
FUCK THIS. FUCK IT ALL.
Instead of just forgetting about it, I'm gonna have to see her whenever I go to class and she'll be there in the social circle. THIS is why I'm so particular with who I choose. Because I gotta live with the repurcussions for next year plus! I'M SICK OF FUCKING LOSING
