10-22-2016, 10:54 AM
(This post was last modified: 10-22-2016, 11:04 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 8:
Went to a club yesterday, I didn't notice much. It seems there were some women attracted but it's very subtle so I'm not sure.
But there was one which I was sure, but it was a cougar again
, crazy how many I have attracted since the beginning. So I was drinking with my cousin, and this 50 year old women, which I'm pretty sure wasn't pretty even when she was young came next to me. She made a gesture like she wanted to offer me her drink, I didn't understood what she wanted to say or do. My cousin told her I only speak Russian 
and I ignored her after that, I think she was drunk.
There one a 2 young girls who seems to be attracted but I wasn't sure, it was very subtle but it seems they were.
I sleep with my GF around 4am then, We had sex, she had another orgasm.
I went in town at noon. I ate in a sushi bar, there was a pretty girl there, nice boobs and face. She was touching her waist and boobs from time to time, and even bouncing them, it was the most attractive part of her body and she certainly knew it. She looked at me from time to time but nothing obvious, I can't say for sure she was attracted but she was also occupied with 2 guys talking with her. They were her pets it seems, trying to please her to the best they could.
I went to a supermarket and there I wanted I approach a beautiful girl that I just saw, It wasn't a conscious decision on my part I think. I was just so attracted and horny.
So I was near this beautiful girl and noticed her nice perfume and I asked what perfume she is wearing. Then I tried to keep the conversation but she went away fast so I stopped there. I think she had a boyfriend already.
I wanted to test DMSI again. So I bought some earplug and started my loops around 2pm. I talked to a girl there, she wasn't a girl I was interested in as she was below my standard. But I wanted to talk to her anyway. So I asked about the video game she asked in the store. I talked to her for 2 minutes then I left as she clearly wasn't interested in the conversation, she told me the video game was for her boyfriend
I went to one of the icream bar in town and I sat near the queue. There was a very beautiful girl sitting there so I sat in front of her in the empty chair.
She looked at me from time to time at first, she was with an old lady (her mum maybe). She was a very pretty girl, nice boobs, blue eyes, nice body, nice face, almost perfect .
So I was sitting in front of her eating with my eyes her beautiful legs in that tiny skirt. At the same time thinking to my subconcious "Aura you have to activate now, just do it now"
So I felt some energy on my dick and I was very horny to begin with. After around a minute I noticed that she put her hand between her legs crossed. Very unusual position for her, it was very hot today so no reason to stick her hand there, certainly not for the hot weather. I also noticed her boobs bouncing more, she was breathing heavily, she also scratched her back which I interpreted as anxiety about something bothering her, something she is trying to hide maybe, At that point she was ignoring me completely and she left after around 5 minutes.
After that in that queue I noticed a very young women was stealing glance from me, and more than once. At the last time I caught her and she made a awkward smile to me and looked elsewhere. There was another young one who seems to be trying to be near me but I'm not sure about her, it was her friend actually.
I went to another ice cream bar after that. I flirted with my old female friend who work there.
Then I noticed this girl not that pretty, but a decent girl still. She was looking at me a lot, for long periods. She also moved erratically (which shows she was reacting strongly emotionally) when I was flirting with my female friend.
I went to another supermarket then. There was a lot beautiful girls there. It seems like there were a lot of beautiful girls every where I went actually, I want one for me.
When coming in the supermarket I crossed path with a girl, not pretty, just normal girl, I looked at her without doing much and she said hello at the end, she didn't have to, but it seems she was intimidated.
There was a beautiful girl inside, very young with her grand ma it seems. I looked and stared at her, I wanted to talk to her badly. I followed her, then I stand there admiring her beautiful body, I had to control myself at some point so I left. I wish her grand ma wasn't there. She noticed I was looking at her and avoided my eyes.
Subtle subtle subtle for now but there is definitely something happening. I was feeling more free to do as I please today. I think the sub is blocking me from seeing that I'm changing, it feels like I don't change at all but the difference is there. Strange feeling like time is freezing and I'm block there.
Ps: there is definitely something going on with my smelling ability, I can smell scent more easily and I'm reacting strongly to scent like a dog almost.
Went to a club yesterday, I didn't notice much. It seems there were some women attracted but it's very subtle so I'm not sure.
But there was one which I was sure, but it was a cougar again
, crazy how many I have attracted since the beginning. So I was drinking with my cousin, and this 50 year old women, which I'm pretty sure wasn't pretty even when she was young came next to me. She made a gesture like she wanted to offer me her drink, I didn't understood what she wanted to say or do. My cousin told her I only speak Russian and I ignored her after that, I think she was drunk. There one a 2 young girls who seems to be attracted but I wasn't sure, it was very subtle but it seems they were.
I sleep with my GF around 4am then, We had sex, she had another orgasm.
I went in town at noon. I ate in a sushi bar, there was a pretty girl there, nice boobs and face. She was touching her waist and boobs from time to time, and even bouncing them, it was the most attractive part of her body and she certainly knew it. She looked at me from time to time but nothing obvious, I can't say for sure she was attracted but she was also occupied with 2 guys talking with her. They were her pets it seems, trying to please her to the best they could.
I went to a supermarket and there I wanted I approach a beautiful girl that I just saw, It wasn't a conscious decision on my part I think. I was just so attracted and horny.
So I was near this beautiful girl and noticed her nice perfume and I asked what perfume she is wearing. Then I tried to keep the conversation but she went away fast so I stopped there. I think she had a boyfriend already.
I wanted to test DMSI again. So I bought some earplug and started my loops around 2pm. I talked to a girl there, she wasn't a girl I was interested in as she was below my standard. But I wanted to talk to her anyway. So I asked about the video game she asked in the store. I talked to her for 2 minutes then I left as she clearly wasn't interested in the conversation, she told me the video game was for her boyfriend
I went to one of the icream bar in town and I sat near the queue. There was a very beautiful girl sitting there so I sat in front of her in the empty chair.
She looked at me from time to time at first, she was with an old lady (her mum maybe). She was a very pretty girl, nice boobs, blue eyes, nice body, nice face, almost perfect
. So I was sitting in front of her eating with my eyes her beautiful legs in that tiny skirt. At the same time thinking to my subconcious "Aura you have to activate now, just do it now"
So I felt some energy on my dick and I was very horny to begin with. After around a minute I noticed that she put her hand between her legs crossed. Very unusual position for her, it was very hot today so no reason to stick her hand there, certainly not for the hot weather. I also noticed her boobs bouncing more, she was breathing heavily, she also scratched her back which I interpreted as anxiety about something bothering her, something she is trying to hide maybe,
At that point she was ignoring me completely and she left after around 5 minutes.After that in that queue I noticed a very young women was stealing glance from me, and more than once. At the last time I caught her and she made a awkward smile to me and looked elsewhere. There was another young one who seems to be trying to be near me but I'm not sure about her, it was her friend actually.
I went to another ice cream bar after that. I flirted with my old female friend who work there.
Then I noticed this girl not that pretty, but a decent girl still. She was looking at me a lot, for long periods. She also moved erratically (which shows she was reacting strongly emotionally) when I was flirting with my female friend.
I went to another supermarket then. There was a lot beautiful girls there. It seems like there were a lot of beautiful girls every where I went actually, I want one for me.
When coming in the supermarket I crossed path with a girl, not pretty, just normal girl, I looked at her without doing much and she said hello at the end, she didn't have to, but it seems she was intimidated.
There was a beautiful girl inside, very young with her grand ma it seems. I looked and stared at her, I wanted to talk to her badly. I followed her, then I stand there admiring her beautiful body, I had to control myself at some point so I left. I wish her grand ma wasn't there. She noticed I was looking at her and avoided my eyes.
Subtle subtle subtle for now but there is definitely something happening. I was feeling more free to do as I please today. I think the sub is blocking me from seeing that I'm changing, it feels like I don't change at all but the difference is there. Strange feeling like time is freezing and I'm block there.
Ps: there is definitely something going on with my smelling ability, I can smell scent more easily and I'm reacting strongly to scent like a dog almost.
