10-18-2016, 10:48 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-18-2016, 10:59 PM by JackOfHearts.)
Day 5:
I couldn't listened properly yesterday night as I slept with my GF, I don't like to use that term "GF" but I guess it's easier, I don't see her as a girl friend. I didn't even get one loop, I got around 1 hour while driving. Yeah I shouldn't drive while using it I heard but I did
, only now I realized it wasn't ok to drive with this one 
Before coming to her house on the phone she told me she doesn't want to have sex tonight, I asked her why. And she couldn't provide any answer. I didn't like that kind of answer at all.
So I went anyway as between what she says and what really happen there is a huge difference. She is the kind of girl who sabotage every situation when there is some slight difficulty to face and last time she said we didn't have time while we had at least 1 hour which was plenty to have sex. That's her personality coming out there I think, "fixed earth" , very slow moving and like to take her time.
We went to bed after watching TV for an hour. We talked about her not wanting it. I told her that some girl use this kind of excuse to manipulate the man(she hates manipulative girl). Then I went for it and kiss her, etc.
She was very willing and didn't oppose any resistance, that's her way to say yes. After around 4 minute kissing and cuddling we were on it.
Did at least 4 different position and I lasted for at least 20 minutes which is a new record for me. But this didn't come from DMSI, this is myself control, maybe I was more confident though. She had her first orgasm from penetration.
Yeah the previous time I barely hold it for 5 minutes so nothing for her which is maybe why she didn't wanted to try again even if she told me it wasn't the reason. I don't believe her on that though. The other reason is maybe because she miss the SM3 aura, she is not as wet as she used to be.
Self effect: I don't feel that great, a little sad actually, it's like nothing is really happening with this version. Although I do notice some stuff but nothing major yet.
Maybe I will do more than 1 week to see if something change, maybe more time is needed, more suffering won't kill me.
I couldn't listened properly yesterday night as I slept with my GF, I don't like to use that term "GF" but I guess it's easier, I don't see her as a girl friend. I didn't even get one loop, I got around 1 hour while driving. Yeah I shouldn't drive while using it I heard but I did
, only now I realized it wasn't ok to drive with this one Before coming to her house on the phone she told me she doesn't want to have sex tonight, I asked her why. And she couldn't provide any answer. I didn't like that kind of answer at all.
So I went anyway as between what she says and what really happen there is a huge difference. She is the kind of girl who sabotage every situation when there is some slight difficulty to face and last time she said we didn't have time while we had at least 1 hour which was plenty to have sex. That's her personality coming out there I think, "fixed earth" , very slow moving and like to take her time.
We went to bed after watching TV for an hour. We talked about her not wanting it. I told her that some girl use this kind of excuse to manipulate the man(she hates manipulative girl). Then I went for it and kiss her, etc.
She was very willing and didn't oppose any resistance, that's her way to say yes. After around 4 minute kissing and cuddling we were on it.
Did at least 4 different position and I lasted for at least 20 minutes which is a new record for me. But this didn't come from DMSI, this is myself control, maybe I was more confident though. She had her first orgasm from penetration.
Yeah the previous time I barely hold it for 5 minutes so nothing for her which is maybe why she didn't wanted to try again even if she told me it wasn't the reason. I don't believe her on that though. The other reason is maybe because she miss the SM3 aura, she is not as wet as she used to be.
Self effect: I don't feel that great, a little sad actually, it's like nothing is really happening with this version. Although I do notice some stuff but nothing major yet.
Maybe I will do more than 1 week to see if something change, maybe more time is needed, more suffering won't kill me.
