Destroying my computer today to overcome my porn addiction and spend less time on the computer playing DOTA 2 and watching netflix after work and more reason to leave my house or read books.
I watch too much porn and I can't quit if I'm so easily able to access it.
I only quit once 4 years ago for 133 days of no fap and porn and it made dramatic differences in my relations with women and confidence with women. it made me see women in a different light and I was able to look them in the eyes for once.
( i have great eye contact now btw better then anyone I know with women and men but I still don't want to watch porn. Not only is it degrading to women but it causes me shame)
So if I post less on the forum or my posts are shorter and more straight to the point, it's because I no longer have a computer and will be operating from my cell phone.
My goal is to quit porn forever and only have sex with women. and no fapping. I want to build up the sexual energy as intense as possible. Perhaps it will enhance the effects of the aura as well having all my sexual energy being built up and not released multiple times a day.
I watch too much porn and I can't quit if I'm so easily able to access it.
I only quit once 4 years ago for 133 days of no fap and porn and it made dramatic differences in my relations with women and confidence with women. it made me see women in a different light and I was able to look them in the eyes for once.
( i have great eye contact now btw better then anyone I know with women and men but I still don't want to watch porn. Not only is it degrading to women but it causes me shame)
So if I post less on the forum or my posts are shorter and more straight to the point, it's because I no longer have a computer and will be operating from my cell phone.
My goal is to quit porn forever and only have sex with women. and no fapping. I want to build up the sexual energy as intense as possible. Perhaps it will enhance the effects of the aura as well having all my sexual energy being built up and not released multiple times a day.
