Day 31 Dmsi 2.4
The Asian lady at my work came to the guys lunch room at lunch break and talked to us for fifteen minutes and wouldn't stop talking to us and mostly directing her eye contact and conversation towards and with me.
I notice I neg her all the time now and it's natural not a intentional or extreme neg just playful teasing that's serious. She called me playful.
It really came to the point where I wanted her to leave because she was annoying me while eating. of course if she was hot I wouldn't mind ;P
Other then that nothing much I noticed today other then the fact that I kept having thoughts of calling that bar that the waitress works at and asking her out. Decided at the end of it not too and I'm going back on Friday with some other friends so I might see her in person. I also have her Facebook because i know mutual friend but I haven't added her.
I also had 3 dreams in the last few weeks where I was fighting a bear, bears are one of my biggest fears in life. I am very scared of cougars and bears as I live in BC and if I go hiking I get worried sometimes. I have a minor phobia. I've encountered a bear in real life once (black bear) on the mountain by my town and I had my puppy german shepherd and buddy with me and thanked god i got the dog on leash and she didn't notice the bear.
I was so scared of the bear. and I think having these dreams are a sign that i'm healing some fear.
I have also noticed my voice is EXTREMELY loud now when I talk to people. I didn't mention this before but it's been like this the last week especially. At the bar I was talking so loud to my friend that he told me to lower my voice. LOL.
I know for a fact that vocal projection is a huge attraction switch for women. for some reason talking loud is attractive to them. I learned this from JEFFY RSD Jeffy show years ago and only now am I really able to see how great vocal projection is. Because I finally have NATURALLY NOT FORCED loud vocal projection when I speak.
The Asian lady at my work came to the guys lunch room at lunch break and talked to us for fifteen minutes and wouldn't stop talking to us and mostly directing her eye contact and conversation towards and with me.
I notice I neg her all the time now and it's natural not a intentional or extreme neg just playful teasing that's serious. She called me playful.
It really came to the point where I wanted her to leave because she was annoying me while eating. of course if she was hot I wouldn't mind ;P
Other then that nothing much I noticed today other then the fact that I kept having thoughts of calling that bar that the waitress works at and asking her out. Decided at the end of it not too and I'm going back on Friday with some other friends so I might see her in person. I also have her Facebook because i know mutual friend but I haven't added her.
I also had 3 dreams in the last few weeks where I was fighting a bear, bears are one of my biggest fears in life. I am very scared of cougars and bears as I live in BC and if I go hiking I get worried sometimes. I have a minor phobia. I've encountered a bear in real life once (black bear) on the mountain by my town and I had my puppy german shepherd and buddy with me and thanked god i got the dog on leash and she didn't notice the bear.
I was so scared of the bear. and I think having these dreams are a sign that i'm healing some fear.
I have also noticed my voice is EXTREMELY loud now when I talk to people. I didn't mention this before but it's been like this the last week especially. At the bar I was talking so loud to my friend that he told me to lower my voice. LOL.
I know for a fact that vocal projection is a huge attraction switch for women. for some reason talking loud is attractive to them. I learned this from JEFFY RSD Jeffy show years ago and only now am I really able to see how great vocal projection is. Because I finally have NATURALLY NOT FORCED loud vocal projection when I speak.
