10-02-2016, 03:09 AM
(10-01-2016, 08:50 PM)bliss Wrote: Day 73:
Hmm. So, the last few days have been a bit weird. Nothing overly positive happening, still feeling emotional turmoil but today it seems to have lessened somewhat.
The other day I was hanging out with a friend and I noticed she was seeking validation in a few different ways and I just wasn't giving it to her. I was kind of an asshole but not really... It's like I wasn't laughing at her jokes when they weren't funny or agreeing with the sake of agreeing. Sounds minor but it's an improvement for me. Feeling more honest and upfront.
Been a bit depressed, angry etc. This feeling comes around when the program starts digging away at something.
Hey bliss,
It seems you are growing more comfortable with honesty and openness, which is a positive direction. I still feel that I can only be honest with people who can understand, like Jack Nicholson I feel that some people can't handle the truth. I'm hoping that in time I'll learn not to care about what "those" people think.
Anyways, I read some of your inspiring OGSF journal and was wondering if you feel now, months later, that doing a run of OGSF has set up a good foundation for the other subs?
The thing is some subs like E2 and LTU have such a broad coverage that I'm not sure if I will see results soon as compared to a more focused sub like OGSF. I know the E2 has OGSF in it but because it has so much going on it may take many more months as all sorts of issues get sorted out.
Love to get your thoughts on this.
