09-29-2016, 01:15 AM
ASC Day 4
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Had alot of crazy dreams and couldnt sleep well. Probabaly also took to much 5-HTP, still experimenting the perfect dose and time.
All my dreams are somehow about experince dangerous situations/adventures and helping others, even close to death experience. Or about interacting with strangers and standing for my values.
Seems like ASC is influencing my subconiousness alot with this and preparing me to have more selfconfidence.
But still sleeping/lying in bed to much. Wanted to go out yesterday with freinds and just take a short nap before, but slept for like 4 hours straight....
Only solution is to not touch my bed at all, but ts a strong desire, guess its because of the depressions and also some habit from the last month...
But otherwise no more negative thoughts at all
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Had alot of crazy dreams and couldnt sleep well. Probabaly also took to much 5-HTP, still experimenting the perfect dose and time.
All my dreams are somehow about experince dangerous situations/adventures and helping others, even close to death experience. Or about interacting with strangers and standing for my values.
Seems like ASC is influencing my subconiousness alot with this and preparing me to have more selfconfidence.
But still sleeping/lying in bed to much. Wanted to go out yesterday with freinds and just take a short nap before, but slept for like 4 hours straight....
Only solution is to not touch my bed at all, but ts a strong desire, guess its because of the depressions and also some habit from the last month...
But otherwise no more negative thoughts at all
