dmsi so far so good.... (Afzal/Dzemoos run)

[Dzemoo]

I'm channeling my edge into my business and myself instead of women.

That's my ONLY gripe with what you and Dzemoo are saying. You're not the only person that's going places. My business has "leveled up" multiple times in the last few months. I just had a kickass Skype call with a rising star that wants to do joint ventures with me for the next six months. Together, we can probably easily clear 10k/month. And part of that success IS from the zen state of mind that AM6 and DMSI has given me. So, I don't see that as any less successful than what you're doing -- banging bitches and moving to Burma to train Muay Thai. Both are admirable goals in their own right. Why does one have to be better than the other?

@chaos it wasnt the disagree it was the judging (are you fullfilled, my friend gonna kill himself, if you just want to bang hos) and the statement you wont let us shame poeple who are not like us, totally unnessecary statement you dont have to protect anyone from us, me and him were just joking about puas and not the users here i am aware the users have different problems. Its fine that you channel your enegy into buisness but why critizing me saying i wont get happy when i channel my energy towards partying enjoying life and women. Your lifestyle isnt superior either. By the way i find it very disrespectful. That you call. Sickos. Girls bitches (banging bitches) when he says. They are quality women, you are calling his gf a bitch indirectly this way.

Dzemoo -- You mentioned to Shannon that you've seen more pussy than more of the guys on the board. Okay, probably true. Now, what's the trade off? Do you feel fulfilled in life because you're banging chicks every night?

I had a lot of friends that were huge in the San Diego PUA scene. I went to this one guy's 300 party -- dude had banged 300 women. You know what he told me? That he was going to get to 600 and then he was going to kill himself. That was his life. Going to a crummy job and then going out to bang two or three women a night.

If that's the path you guys want to take, then by all means, do that. I won't judge. But, that's not the path I'm going to take, nor can I sit around and watch others be shamed because their goals don't align with yours.

And why do you compare me with this guy? I have an important job and work for the governoument and a lot of poeples lifes depend on me. So this is really a bad example to make your point

And by the way you dont notice this but saying banging a lot of bitches is useless or bad you are doing excactly the same thing society does, its the same as if i would say to money wont make you happy its an empty statement which only sounds good but nothing more

But again, my issue is the idea that seeking happiness and zen is suddenly a "mediocre" goal. I'm thinking you're just a little irritated and you feel like you're being attacked, and that's why you're not seeing the hypocrisy in calling people out for judging your lifestyle (which, indeed is irritating), only to turn around and claim that your lifestyle is somehow "superior."

And it doenst make any sense to me why you run an attraction sub when you want to focus on your buisness, why didnr you stay on base? Banging hos isnt that unimportant isnt it?

do you see the hypocrisy and irritation here?



The one wants healing runs an attraction sub
The second one wants to be a man runs attrarction sub
And the third one wants to be succesful in buisness runs an attraction sub

Now this is what i call cognitive dissonance and being irritated

Please lets all be honest here we are no kids if we all are running the same sub and craving for newer versions of it like dogs for meat we all want the same thing while some admit it and some dont



@ben i dont think i overreacted at all i am just sick of having to justify myself constantly for 3 years now to random poeple who never post anything encouraging in my journal only criticism i didnt make this journal to get judged for my lifestyle and i dont need a therapy either i am not doing it to other so why are they doing it to me i must for sure have some value in their eyes then if they feel the desire to comment in this way

I dont have to let anyone tell me what i am lacking and what not and how i am making a fool out of myself wtf? Lmao the one calling me Immigrant (by the way still no statement from you or shanon to this) the other one comparing me to a women.

A community is based on common interest, shared concerns and judge free communication, if i have to accept these things i rather chose to leave like i did the first time only with the difference that i wont come back this time, it seems i have done my part here and am no longer welcomed and the majority if the users here are going a different direction honestly the only useful journal here was sickos for everything else was a waste of my time

I dont have a lot of time anyway so if i am no longer welcomed here or my behavior is considered inappropriate
I can go no problem you can ban me ben, i am not ryan i wont come back and create accounts to insult you or other users.

Honestly it is even better for me not to be here because i dont get distracted with all kinds of wrong and weirde ideas.

Anyone who ran am6 here thinks he is a master of game and life philosphy a lot of ignorance going on, evryone thinks he has the only truth while i only say what works for me the others are telling poeple what is universally true.

I also noticed that a lot of subtil mocking is accepted here but speaking openly when something is wrong is prohibited.

Shanon speaks openly to me to but he does it in a respectful non mocking way and he could be my father and he knows when enough is enough but thats not the case with the comments lately, i am aware when i go over the edge but its not the case this time.

So like i said i dont see anything wrong or over the edge in my posts and if you think it was inappropriate deactivate my account its fine i have exchanged private contacts with the most important users for me here anyway.

Poeple think i want to have a special status here while i dont give a fuck about this i am not here to teach or lesson anyone so please dont teach and lesson me