JG's Alpha Male 6 Journal

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JG reporting in!

*On Stage 4 of AM 6.0

There were days wherein I am feeling like a blast! However on the other hand I can't seem to handle my fears and I get into depression mode. I still have deep seated fears like fear of being alone, fear of being abandoned, fear of rejection, fear of success and fear of failure. I need to practice switching these emotions off and let my mind be at peace. One thing that works is through deep breathing exercises. I want to be able to achieve my goals and being fearful won't help me achieve them.

Lately, I've been seeing a girl and it's been going good. I want to take the relationship to another level and I hope we get there. She's fun to be around and we have a lot in common. I am happy that the relationship is going well.

My No Fap and No Porn journey is still going strong. I believe I am already close to 60 days. The badge or the no fap counter on the no fap subreddit seems to be have malfunctioned. With the streak, I believe it has helped me to stay on the path of my goal.

I got back into playing and practicing the guitar as well. I started playing it more than 2 years ago but have stopped close to a year ago. I wish I hadn't stopped. The same way with playing the violin. If only I can reserve at least an hour of practicing per day with any musical instrument, I will definitely improve a lot in a span of a year.

I hope all you guys are doing great as well. We all face challenges every single day but I believe we can all get through them. Be strong guys!

Cheers!

JG out!

Sounds like a 'Roller coaster Ride' of Emotions. I can relate to the emotional 'rollercoster Ride' of Emotions; Changing up and down; One moment great and on-top-of-the-World feeling to 'down in the dumps.' Welcome to AM Version 6