(08-06-2011, 09:27 PM)LionMonkey Wrote: Wow.. it's insane.
I felt blades going through my heart yesterday, when she didn't answer to my last message. She wanted to meet up, but wasn't enthusiastic about it at all.
After I went early to bed, I see much clearer today. You guys are SO right. I was blinded by the hope and the memories I had with her.
I'll leave the girl. Though if she contacts me, I'll give it a shot and my priority will be as it was originally - have it my way, the greatest way, if she doesn't want it that way or play f***ing games again, all I can say is on to the next one...
And Ryan, my situation isn't exactly like yours with the BDD girl. I was too nice to this girl...
I was too nice too she even told me I was "too nice to her" in a way that was shocking to her because she expected to be shitted on. But I'm not going to be responsible playing games and ruining a girls mind any more than it already was, ya know? Besides when I'm in a relationship I really do tend to care. I just realized...it's not easy being with a girl like that and it taught you something, of course. But what happened with her? She just doesn't want to see you anymore?
Ryan
