09-22-2016, 08:22 AM
JG reporting in!
*About 3+ months on the Alpha Male 6.0 Stage 7
Wow it has been months since my last journal entry. I have been using the Stage 7 of the sub ever since and I can say that it has been a blast! I know I should have entered and updated more journal entries in the recent three months that past. However, I will do my best to tell everything that happened within that time span in this journal entry.
First off my retailing business that is based online using the social media is doing great. I am a bit optimistic but I can say it is really doing quite good. I've had mishaps but it is only minor. I managed to find new suppliers for new products but in the same lineup. The only downside is that I have to invest more money on it and I used up some of my savings. I sure hope I will be able to sell all of them. I am positive that I can sell most of them by the time Christmas comes.
In relation to it, I am still working at my current job. There's not much improvement here but my job is not that strict and I can easily squeeze other stuff that I can do even while I am at my job. I am also working on a flexi-time basis meaning I could go to work late and even go home early as long as I am able to work for at least 40 hours per week. One thing that happened at my job that affected me was a close colleague of mine had resigned. I had a crush on her before though recently we have became good friends. It's quite sad to see her go but I am happy that she is now able to go on to a path that she wants to be on. Other close colleagues was also affected to the point that we are somehow thinking of resigning as well in the near future and looking for better opportunities. We do know that we first have to have opportunities first before resigning and not jumping immediately and leaving our positions.
Now here where it gets a bit tough. I mentioned before that I was seeing someone who was a colleague from a previous work. It ended only after less than two months. What happened is that around midnight she was calling me. I didn't answer because I went out of my home and meet up with a buyer of a stuff I'm selling online. I didn't told her about it. I intend to call her in the morning or so until I received a text from her to leave her wife or something like that. I thought that the text came from her husband or the father of her child. I remember I asked her before about the father of her child but she didn't want to talk about it that's why I have no idea about it. Then I noticed she's not anymore my friend on Facebook. I tried calling her back when I woke up the morning next day and I got no answer. From then on, I started to move on and thought about the things that I might have done wrong. If she is indeed with the father of her child or husband then I am committing something wrong. Back then I have no choice but to accept it. I didn't get too emotional about the lost which is weird because I remember years ago I posted here about crying and being emotional when my girlfriend back then broke up with me. I think part of me wanted to end it already because she was being too demanding and yeah the doubts regarding her personal life like with the father of her child. She did contact me recently about more than a month after what happened and telling me that she still loves me but didn't say anything about the father. She wanted me to reply but I didn't. Part of me wanted to because I wanted to at least be nice. Then again the father might be seeing her messages so to avoid any fight between her family I tough it up and didn't replied. I asked for advice regarding this from my work colleagues and even my sister and they told me I did the right thing. She did say she understands why I didn't reply.
Moving on from that, I am happy to say that only after sometime probably weeks to a month I managed to meet a new girl. I met her using a chat app and kind of browsing other people who are nearby. I noticed her because aside from being cute she has pictures of being in beautiful places which shows that she likes to travel. We communicated pretty well even during our first conversations using the chat app. When we manage to finally meet personally, I felt there's a connection since we enjoy spending time with each other. It was then that I felt that I want to know her more and would want to take the relationship even further. We went out again and with it we spend the time talking deeply about one another. It was that time that we told each other about our past relationships to all the crazy things we have done especially mine. I discovered that she's only turning 19. She did turned 19 already early this month and me personally I have no issues with it because she's already mature for her age. There are times when she seems to be more mature than me. I am already turning 29 next month. I did ask her if my age was an issue but she told me that it is fine because she prefers older guys. I am filled with joy when she said it especially she reassured it. Because at first I am a bit insecure about it. This is coming from me because I really like her. I asked her back then if I could court her and I remember she just smiled or something like that. It was a really memorable night and from there on, I am falling in love with her already. I drive her to work daily. She works at night so after my work I fetch her up and drive her to work. After about a month, she finally said yes and she wants to be my girlfriend. It was one of the best feelings I've had. She pretty much shocked me with the decision because at first she said we needed to talk. Then she told me that she doesn't want to be friends anymore. I thought it was the end already and I cried. Until she said she wanted to be my girlfriend and said that she loves me. It was really a rollercoaster of emotions on my part. We spend time almost daily because I drive her to work. We support each other in almost everything that we do. She's really a great girl. I can say that words can't describe my love for her and the happiness that she gives me. There are times when I still get insecure and worried that my relationship with her might end and become like the ones I've had before. I get emotional and even cry because the thought of losing her was too much. But as we talk and spend time more I get less of that and try my best to be more secure and feel that this is it. That she's the girl I am looking for and the girl want to spend the rest of my life with. We are just still knowing each other and we have long way to go and I know it is still early to say but I am happy that I can say this even at this time. My friends and family are also happy for me. Me and my girlfriend love each other. I am really happy guys. With this I want to take this moment to thank everyone here for the support. This subliminal surely would have helped me achieved this and so I appreciate it.
Regarding the sub, it still gives me dreams and even nightmares at times. One of the those that I can roughly remember is when I am supposed to guard a relic. I am with other guys and something came up. We need to talk to the demon or the enemy so one of my fellow guards sacrificed himself and we did a ritual to summon the demon on himself so we could talk to the demon. While we are holding our fellow guard and trying to contain him with the demon, it was really demonic and I suddenly work up because the experience was nightmarish. Other than this dream there were also noteworthy but I wasn't able to remember them.
Hey man! This is my first time running the AM6. I was suppose to run it again from the start until Shannon came up and posted I should run the Stage 7 for 6 months and see what I get. I will try my best to update more in the future as I am happy with the results I get. I know that life in general is really a series of ups and downs but running the AM 6.0 on a nightly basis have surely helped me both cope up and reach happiness.
Yeah that's pretty much it. It's pretty long so I thank you guys for reading it. Wishing you all the best as well!
JG out!
*About 3+ months on the Alpha Male 6.0 Stage 7
Wow it has been months since my last journal entry. I have been using the Stage 7 of the sub ever since and I can say that it has been a blast! I know I should have entered and updated more journal entries in the recent three months that past. However, I will do my best to tell everything that happened within that time span in this journal entry.
First off my retailing business that is based online using the social media is doing great. I am a bit optimistic but I can say it is really doing quite good. I've had mishaps but it is only minor. I managed to find new suppliers for new products but in the same lineup. The only downside is that I have to invest more money on it and I used up some of my savings. I sure hope I will be able to sell all of them. I am positive that I can sell most of them by the time Christmas comes.
In relation to it, I am still working at my current job. There's not much improvement here but my job is not that strict and I can easily squeeze other stuff that I can do even while I am at my job. I am also working on a flexi-time basis meaning I could go to work late and even go home early as long as I am able to work for at least 40 hours per week. One thing that happened at my job that affected me was a close colleague of mine had resigned. I had a crush on her before though recently we have became good friends. It's quite sad to see her go but I am happy that she is now able to go on to a path that she wants to be on. Other close colleagues was also affected to the point that we are somehow thinking of resigning as well in the near future and looking for better opportunities. We do know that we first have to have opportunities first before resigning and not jumping immediately and leaving our positions.
Now here where it gets a bit tough. I mentioned before that I was seeing someone who was a colleague from a previous work. It ended only after less than two months. What happened is that around midnight she was calling me. I didn't answer because I went out of my home and meet up with a buyer of a stuff I'm selling online. I didn't told her about it. I intend to call her in the morning or so until I received a text from her to leave her wife or something like that. I thought that the text came from her husband or the father of her child. I remember I asked her before about the father of her child but she didn't want to talk about it that's why I have no idea about it. Then I noticed she's not anymore my friend on Facebook. I tried calling her back when I woke up the morning next day and I got no answer. From then on, I started to move on and thought about the things that I might have done wrong. If she is indeed with the father of her child or husband then I am committing something wrong. Back then I have no choice but to accept it. I didn't get too emotional about the lost which is weird because I remember years ago I posted here about crying and being emotional when my girlfriend back then broke up with me. I think part of me wanted to end it already because she was being too demanding and yeah the doubts regarding her personal life like with the father of her child. She did contact me recently about more than a month after what happened and telling me that she still loves me but didn't say anything about the father. She wanted me to reply but I didn't. Part of me wanted to because I wanted to at least be nice. Then again the father might be seeing her messages so to avoid any fight between her family I tough it up and didn't replied. I asked for advice regarding this from my work colleagues and even my sister and they told me I did the right thing. She did say she understands why I didn't reply.
Moving on from that, I am happy to say that only after sometime probably weeks to a month I managed to meet a new girl. I met her using a chat app and kind of browsing other people who are nearby. I noticed her because aside from being cute she has pictures of being in beautiful places which shows that she likes to travel. We communicated pretty well even during our first conversations using the chat app. When we manage to finally meet personally, I felt there's a connection since we enjoy spending time with each other. It was then that I felt that I want to know her more and would want to take the relationship even further. We went out again and with it we spend the time talking deeply about one another. It was that time that we told each other about our past relationships to all the crazy things we have done especially mine. I discovered that she's only turning 19. She did turned 19 already early this month and me personally I have no issues with it because she's already mature for her age. There are times when she seems to be more mature than me. I am already turning 29 next month. I did ask her if my age was an issue but she told me that it is fine because she prefers older guys. I am filled with joy when she said it especially she reassured it. Because at first I am a bit insecure about it. This is coming from me because I really like her. I asked her back then if I could court her and I remember she just smiled or something like that. It was a really memorable night and from there on, I am falling in love with her already. I drive her to work daily. She works at night so after my work I fetch her up and drive her to work. After about a month, she finally said yes and she wants to be my girlfriend. It was one of the best feelings I've had. She pretty much shocked me with the decision because at first she said we needed to talk. Then she told me that she doesn't want to be friends anymore. I thought it was the end already and I cried. Until she said she wanted to be my girlfriend and said that she loves me. It was really a rollercoaster of emotions on my part. We spend time almost daily because I drive her to work. We support each other in almost everything that we do. She's really a great girl. I can say that words can't describe my love for her and the happiness that she gives me. There are times when I still get insecure and worried that my relationship with her might end and become like the ones I've had before. I get emotional and even cry because the thought of losing her was too much. But as we talk and spend time more I get less of that and try my best to be more secure and feel that this is it. That she's the girl I am looking for and the girl want to spend the rest of my life with. We are just still knowing each other and we have long way to go and I know it is still early to say but I am happy that I can say this even at this time. My friends and family are also happy for me. Me and my girlfriend love each other. I am really happy guys. With this I want to take this moment to thank everyone here for the support. This subliminal surely would have helped me achieved this and so I appreciate it.
Regarding the sub, it still gives me dreams and even nightmares at times. One of the those that I can roughly remember is when I am supposed to guard a relic. I am with other guys and something came up. We need to talk to the demon or the enemy so one of my fellow guards sacrificed himself and we did a ritual to summon the demon on himself so we could talk to the demon. While we are holding our fellow guard and trying to contain him with the demon, it was really demonic and I suddenly work up because the experience was nightmarish. Other than this dream there were also noteworthy but I wasn't able to remember them.
(05-28-2016, 04:54 PM)Benjamin Wrote: Cool, it'll be interesting to see how the refresher goes. I don't remember anyone running it for an extended amount of time and reporting.
This was several runs into AM6 right? There's so many journals it's hard to keep track.
Hey man! This is my first time running the AM6. I was suppose to run it again from the start until Shannon came up and posted I should run the Stage 7 for 6 months and see what I get. I will try my best to update more in the future as I am happy with the results I get. I know that life in general is really a series of ups and downs but running the AM 6.0 on a nightly basis have surely helped me both cope up and reach happiness.
Yeah that's pretty much it. It's pretty long so I thank you guys for reading it. Wishing you all the best as well!
JG out!
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
