Some more updates:
- Was out with friends (mixed group) for a few hours and I didn't get any attraction or ioi signals from others (that I could notice).
- In general I'm feeling quite tired, low, unmotivated and finding myself unable to do even the necessary things (e.g. tidying up my living area)
- Guess a positive I can take from this is that the sub is still trying to heal me and that's why the attraction programming isn't kicking in. (I think I read somewhere on the forum that healing has to finish before the attraction kicks in)
- I'm taking things positively and taking this as a sign that I need to improve and change things in my life.
- Made a list and got a few tasks (things I could do online) tackled.
- Guess a positive I can take from this is that the sub is still trying to heal me and that's why the attraction programming isn't kicking in. (I think I read somewhere on the forum that healing has to finish before the attraction kicks in)
- I do feel relaxed most of the times, but sometimes out of the blue I feel anxious and fearful.
- Sleep patterns are still off (sleeping 4 hours of more before usual bed time; getting extremely tired about 6 hours before my usual bed time), but l continued to sleep after waking up around midnight and was able to sleep for 3 more hours. This total sleep of about 6-7 hours has been the longest since I started 5 loops on v2.4.
