DMSI V2.4 Testing

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Day 4 and Day 5

DMSI has been affecting me in interesting ways. I try to look at my progress on a daily basis, but I am more interested also in understanding the longer term impacts of my changes.

To get the one area that I am sure everyone is interested, how are the women treating me.

It's a mixed bag, I am seeing more looks, some of them good and some of them not so good. I definitely just do whatever I want and I've hung out with some of the women I know, whom I hadn't seen in some time. That was nice. I was just able to enjoy their company. The sex doesn't matter so much right now. So I am seeing progress, but I think that with women it's not really that hard anyway.

So yes, I am seeing the results of what DMSI has promised, and I believe that over the next few months I'll see them in big strides.

But now I'm going to switch out of the women for a while and actually get to the root of what I love about DMSI.

I finally have been able to run it for 5 loops, I didn't until last night, opting for 4 instead.

I have the same feeling of being tired a lot of the time that many other posters have written about. I think that that's part of the effects as I am burning through some of my programming. Yesterday I felt like I was on the verge of a personal breakthrough, this morning I was much more grounded.

I have a partial "I don't give a f***" attitude about me that I don't mind. I think that's just a part of me in many ways; I don't tend to be too emotional and for the most part the only thing that really pisses me off is social situations where people who have a implied power flex their muscles over someone else - primarily I get that a lot at the work environment. That's not real power, but ego flustering. I don't see that as being Alpha.

What I love about DMSI is the amount of power and control I am starting to see within myself. I've never cared about ruling anyone else - I want my own self mastery. I think that alone is the greatest and strongest Aura, and that will naturally attract anything you want to you. Power is being able to make a decision and living with it without wavering or flip-flopping. That's always been my perception of it.

DMSI brings me closer to that. I don't know what the healing modules are doing - I believe Shannon posted in one of the forums that it will do whatever it can to make the goal come true. It is morphic in its very nature. I see that. DMSI will amplify a persons personality and align the goals to how the person sees themselves.

I also understand now why the healing modules were so critical with this version - specifically if a person is aggressive in a certain way, DMSI will present situations that amplify that aggressive approach. This is only rhetoric and theory - I'm sure only Shannon really knows what this technology can do, but from all the journals I have read and what everyone has posted, the program is giving everyone what they subconsciously want - or, the program is shifting before someone can really give the program a chance to flow.

I think for anyone that isn't seeing an aggressive result, they should stick with 2.3 with perhaps fewer loops as that program was extremely aggressive. It played up some of my more primal natures that I tend to reserve for private moments, however those behaviors started to present themselves in public.

With 2.4 and the healing modules, I think for people to effectively get what they really want, they need to burn through the aspects of their personality that results in conflict or indecision. Once that is out of the system, it makes the position of going from point a to point b a straight line instead of going through the entire alphabet before coming to b.

This is my long winded way of stating that DMSI is working, it works, if given enough time, this could actually be a perfect program. But, it needs to be given the time to work.

If people are frustrated with the results up until now, perhaps that is the ultimate sign that its working. Frustration is also a form of resistance. It is the greatest form of resistance.

I am going to post a bit more infrequently because this journal, first and foremost, is for me. It's a chance for me to record how I am personally evolving and changing. And I think I need two or three day observation windows to see the micro changes that are occurring.

But, in the 5 days that I have been on this program, I know that something has definitely started to shift inside of me. Now I will carry this through until I see where that shift ends.

I hope others on this forum give themselves the same opportunity with DMSI 2.4.

Frustration and Resistance. Great insightful journaling. Yes, Frustration is a form of Resistance; Yet, it gets frustrating just thinking about it.