(09-09-2016, 09:18 AM)DisneylandUSA Wrote:(09-09-2016, 09:13 AM)Lucius Wrote:(09-09-2016, 08:31 AM)Rayhon Wrote: This seems insignificant but dealing with authority figures like bosses has been one of my biggest insecuritys. TBH I KNOW that BASE 2.1 has helped me in this aspect as well so it's not just because of DMSI.
But I do feel that DMSI has given me much more confidence, comfort and assertiveness in dealing with my boss. I also wasn't sensitive and scared of him when he was yelling at me and treating me like a slave. SCREAMING at me for nothing. (literally, he just acts like a baby)
Dealing with authority figures has always been a BIG problem of mine. I grew up in a society where authority figures were given more respect than required and even though I am now in a "free" society, I still have that habit of false respect hindering my personal development.
Dang! As I write this, I realise I got the most screaming from my mum, which may have affected the way I deal with women. I always avoid a situation of them screaming at me, thereby conditioning myself to always walk on eggshells around them. Thank you for sharing this. I may have to jump into the DMSI river sooner that I thought. I will do it even if all I get is healing in this particular area. (Of course, I know this can never be the only thing I get from DMSI)
Yes, that is a good point about Authority figures. Parents are considered Universally, authority figures and, we need their guidance and protection while growing up. Unfortunately, some parents are not perfect and, they have their own issues/stress of their own and therefore, 'project' that frustration onto innocent children. Thanks for your openness. Very insightful
Yeah you're right. My mom was extremely emotionally unstable all my life until recently she's gotten allot better (Emotional pain healing + life tune up + Base 2.1)
But she really messed me up. Every day for about 17 years she would come home and scream at me at the top of her lungs and swearing at me/insulting my personality.
She didn't realize how fucked up her actions were until I sat them both down for 3 hours a few months ago and explained to them . She was much more unstable before using subliminals though. She was EXTREMELY emotionally unhealthy..
She was one of the biggest reasons I became insecure and had severe social anxiety/stress. Also why my testosterone levels were so low. (stress = cortisol = low test, high estogen)
Some parent's unknowingly spread there sickness to there kids, even though they may love them.
