08-30-2016, 10:58 PM
There are some more little things popping up here and there that having looked back are far different from how I used to be. I ran a workshop the other day with ~90 people, last time I just had to do a small piece in this workshop and was riddled by anxiety. This time I had to run the whole thing and while there was still some anxiety there it was a lot less than it was last time, I was a lot less afraid of being judged.
The gym is another place when I look back at how self conscious I was in the past and how I am now its quite different. I've only just started going back which is usually when I feel the most self conscious but today there were only fleeting moments when I thought people were judging me. Its times like these, these little realizations that make the hard times worth it.
The gym is another place when I look back at how self conscious I was in the past and how I am now its quite different. I've only just started going back which is usually when I feel the most self conscious but today there were only fleeting moments when I thought people were judging me. Its times like these, these little realizations that make the hard times worth it.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of