It's like a circle, repetition pattern of sub. I have similar thoughts in previous runs, before it manifested some situations that my friend and pp act that beta behavior when girls attracted to me while around them. I saw a part of my beta-old-self in them. So I had an empathy and told myself to step back, not show up, to keep the relationship and everything "normal". This run is pointing it out again to tell that I am holding myself back.
About my friend, when I check out his gf, she 's cute, nice ass, he said something like "why look at her so long?". Fuck that. BS. It made the air feel weird, I wanted to say "she's cute, why ask". But I felt he is uncomfortable, so just leave. But next time, if he say something like this again, I will give a fart.
About my friend, when I check out his gf, she 's cute, nice ass, he said something like "why look at her so long?". Fuck that. BS. It made the air feel weird, I wanted to say "she's cute, why ask". But I felt he is uncomfortable, so just leave. But next time, if he say something like this again, I will give a fart.
